you, me and life

Selected as one of the finalist for Watson friendly face contest and hip hair

2011-05-30T02:39:00.000-07:00

ouh god this is hilarious, this was just a random thing me and aqila did, and we both ended up being in the finalist!

So the grand prize is 3k for EACH contest. so yeah, we'll see. But im not sure of going or not, i doubt i will win it, no seriously, my skin is not in its prime condition to actually 'shine' and im pretty much done making fool out of myself anyway.

But i might just accompany aqila tho, idk, fuck this.

HIV campaign

2011-05-29T02:56:00.000-07:00

Now im no billionaire to actually aid these HIV funds, but what i can do is to spread the love :

I think....

2011-05-25T04:50:00.000-07:00

You see, i hate planners, cause i tend to left them everywhere and not consistent with it, and my Ipad, well lets just say i hate typing on a touch screen, So i think imma resort to use this blog as my planner, i mean, im still gonna post you know about animes,dramas and life adventure and what not, but im also gonna use it as a planner and reminder that sorta thing.

Thought i would just telling you guys that. heh
So tomorrow, facial,
Friday morning, Selayang, paying summons,
Friday noon, meeting up with Dato Yahya regarding my examnination

Things left to do,
Paying P1max Bill.

Cupcake Disaster

2011-05-25T02:09:00.000-07:00

My cupcakes turned out so bad, i dont even want to take a picture of it, yeahhh but its tasty tho, just....not pretty.

Done with my official letter to DCA, tho getting my dad to check it later on coz i kinda suck when it comes to formal language.
Been playing starcraft 2 but apparently my connection sucks, so yeah, gonna check whether Unifi is going to be here anytime soon. heh.

http://www.laurainthekitchen.com/arch/cupcakes.html

2011-05-24T20:41:00.000-07:00

Vanilla Cupcakes - with Raspberry Butter Cream Frosting

Serves: (12 Cupcakes)
Ingredients1 Cup Granulated Sugar
1 Stick Un-Salted Butter, softened
2 Eggs
2 tsp Vanilla Extract
2 tsp Baking Powder
1/8 tsp Salt
1 1/3 Cups All Purpose Flour
1/3 Cup Whole Milk
For the Frosting:
1 Stick of Unsalted Butter, softened
½ cup Raspberry Preserves
½ tsp Vanilla Extract
1 16oz Box of Powdered Sugar
Fresh Raspberries, for garnishing
Pinch of salt
Preparation
1) Preheat your oven to 350 degrees. Line your cupcake tin with liners and set aside.
2) In a mixing bowl fitted with a paddle attachment, cream together the sugar and butter. Add the eggs and vanilla and cream together until you get a smooth mixture. Add the dry ingredients and with the speed on low mix together and slowly add the milk and just mix everything to combine. DO NOTOVERMIX! Make sure you give everything a good stir with a spatula from the bottom to incorporate any bit that wasn’t mixed.
3) Scoop the batter into your lined cupcake tin, make sure its only filled ¾ of the way up because they will rise. Bake for 20 minutes and let cool for about 45 minutes before frosting.
4) To make the frosting combine together all the frosting ingredients except the fresh raspberries and mix together to combine. Add the frosting in a piping bag fitted with a large star tip and pipe the frosting onto the cupcakes. Top with a few fresh raspberries and dive in!
5) These little beauties are so delicious and beautiful that I promise you everybody is going to think that you went to a fancy shmancy bakery and bought them. I make these very often because they always get a wow reaction from everybody and of course they are delicious! J

Gintama

2011-05-24T07:26:00.000-07:00

So apparently im watching gintama, well apart from airing shows like naruto ship, one piece, bleach, fairy tail, and the new toriko!

im up to episode 10, not bad tho, its pretty funny, but im sure like most long haul animes, it will begin to lost its humor and gets into a serious plot and what not.

my fav character has to be that super human strength girl, kagura. One thing i dont get is that Gintoki's hair are supposed to be curly, but they dont really appear to be, maybe its hard to make curly hairs in animation, what gives?

Random Update

2011-05-24T06:55:00.000-07:00

i know i have not been updating my blogs, heh, what can i say, im a lazy boy.

so now im just sitting home doing absolutely nothing, because apparently im left with one paper, but i might have to retake all 14 which in a whole DIFFERENT SYLLABUS, which i hope i dont :| i have been trying to finish up the 15 since last year. im in no absolute mood to read new books and attempt another 14 papers. Its too much of work, i hate piloting anyway.

And my flying school apparently is going to be done for, when i say done for i mean, negative income. yeahhh. apparently they have lots of debt and suck at managing money and well KABOOM. Dad paid around 160k, and im there for more than a year and have not fly yet so yeah, we dont know if we are gonna get the money back :|

But i still want to go to college, i wanna take interior designing :( or fashion, whichever i dont mind really. i love playing with colours! ok random.

I havent write in ages! i must have suck, and this particular post must have seem to be cluttered and unorganized. . i have have lots of rambling to do, so see you in an hour or so. heh

Naruto Shippuden

2010-12-10T09:43:00.000-08:00

I personally gave up on this anime, the fillers are just so annoying, im sorry, but you've lost a fan here.thank god for one piece not having dragging fillers. I'm sorry for not being understanding, Im just selfish of wanting good animes.

Atashinchi no Danshi (Review)

2010-06-27T05:03:00.000-07:00

Just finished watching it, it was interesting to say the least, very actually.
It has very good moral values if you notice and sensitive enough, ouh well, typical j-drama i guess, hahah

AND OMG fuu and sho are very sexy and hot! *flails*

the drama surprisingly keeps you interested with well, surprising you every new episode. its a must watch, definitely.

watch it for free here! http://www.dramacrazy.net/japanese-drama/atashinchi-no-danshi/
PS : just remember to buy the dvd to support them!

Its true i have nice fingers. WTF? ( A-TEAM review )

2010-06-19T07:17:00.000-07:00

hey guys! been such a long time since i have updated my blog, so heres a few,

1. i have enrolled myself in a flying school.
2. i have no idea what else to say! hahahah

well whatever, so i went to OU today, went to watched The A-team!

well it was okee, funny shit, as USUAL! hahaha, i miss the old series tho, and obviously, bradley cooper was as hot as ever! grrr ahhhh i want him so bad! hahahah, okee haris i think you should not remind urself how hot he is. LOL

Anime Review

2010-01-30T22:55:00.000-08:00

Natsume Yuujinchou

An anime i never knew i would love so much. It is a slow paced anime, but satisfying. i assure you, you will not regret watching this.

i especially like the music in this particular anime.

if u want to watch it, please proceed to www.animecrazy.net or www.anilinkz.com

actually, i even cried on the 6th or 7th episode. like wth right?

this anime airs for two seasons, and im not sure if they are airing the third one or not. i hope they do tho, nonetheless the manga for this anime is still publishing.

When you got the chance to fly, but u got no wings to flap. - story of my life.

2010-01-22T18:09:00.000-08:00

So, the great news is that i got my own car! yeay me, a SE myvi.

but, the downfall is that i have not get my licence, YET!

so i just cant wait to get it on the road like yeah - singing party in the USA.

this is what happened when u are a fashion addict

2010-01-21T04:45:00.000-08:00

hye, i have a confession to make, im a fashion addict.

The right thing to do? no credit cards. Boy am i glad, i mean, i literally can spend around 2k a day on clothes and shoes. So, imagine if u will if i have like 10k limit credit card, or better yet, 100k.. all those louis vuittons...damn.

Thankfully, im smart enough not to have any, but what im afraid the most is that i might need it in the not so distant future. Lets face it, credit card has a lot of benefits, like...shopping without seeing the cash going out? lol.

I really need to control myself, damn.

How about you? Are u a big spender? I am, but only on cheap things, well, cheap is not quite the word, but u get what i mean.

Sorry, its addictive.

2010-01-20T02:47:00.000-08:00

lolo says: MAAANDY mandyfeynman79@hotmail.com says: hey

lolo says: wassup mandyfeynman79@hotmail.com says: i'm 21/f your a male right?

lolo says: nope, im 1563293945347328347 sprite years, and i have no gender, damn mandyfeynman79@hotmail.com says: nice, I just got off work and finally got some time to relax which site did i msg you from again?

lolo says: mandyisastupidbitch.com

mandyfeynman79@hotmail.com says:

sounds like the only bitch here is you! haha

lolo says:

urmmm whos naked on a site again?

mandyfeynman79@hotmail.com says:

Accept the invite, if you need the link again its http://twurl.nl/rpcgp4

lolo says:

wtf bitch

mandyfeynman79@hotmail.com says:

sounds like the only bitch here is you! haha

lolo says:

u are so lame

mandyfeynman79@hotmail.com says:

I know a way we can chat and have a better time.. do you cam?

question, where did they find my email anyway?

HAHAH OMG NICE BOOT

2010-01-19T05:20:00.000-08:00

Phillismontgomery66n@hotmail.com says:

Hey im naked http://twurl.nl/8xpfkh click here and accept

hey

lolo says:

wtf?

The following message could not be delivered to all recipients:

wtf?

lolo says:

wtf?

Phillismontgomery66n@hotmail.com says:

whats wrong babe? whats the problem?

lolo says:

errrrrr huh

virus spammers, lol

Phillismontgomery66n@hotmail.com says:

hey

nah, I am a vegetarian... no spam for me! haha

lolo says:

LOL

Phillismontgomery66n@hotmail.com says:

i'm 21/f your a male right?

lolo says:

so u must be getting paid doing all these things right?

yes im male

but unfortunately honey im gay

Phillismontgomery66n@hotmail.com says:

nice, I just got off work and finally got some time to relax which site did i msg you from again?

lolo says:

idk

Phillismontgomery66n@hotmail.com says:

I know a way we can chat and have a better time.. do you cam?

lolo says:

u just added me of all sudden

yes i do but not with strangers

Phillismontgomery66n@hotmail.com says:

Well i don't do yahoo cam or any other cam because i have been recorded before... But i do know one site you can watch me on cam, that assures me no one records...

I mean... Do you want to see me on my cam?

lolo says:

no, it could be virus

and incase ur missing the point

im gay

Phillismontgomery66n@hotmail.com says:

Ok go to http://twurl.nl/5r44ho accept the invite on the page baby

lolo says:

okee i think u are a boot

lol

Phillismontgomery66n@hotmail.com says:

sweet, fill out the info ur info.. i can not wait for you to see me baby let me find something nice to wear

lolo says:

lol busted

damn

its kinda nice chatting wiht a boot

lol

Phillismontgomery66n@hotmail.com says:

its the sites policy to ensure no minors get access to the site, so they might ask for CC to verify your age babe.

lolo says:

CC?

Phillismontgomery66n@hotmail.com says:

What color Panties do you think i should wear? i might have you favorite color here somewhere...

lolo says:

OMG LILAC!

Phillismontgomery66n@hotmail.com says:

Your such a good boy, i'm gonna show you what good boys deserve.. you can tell me to do anything you want me too!

lolo says:

maybe i will, anyway im going to post this in on my blog, so yeay me!

u are going to get me money

thanks!

Phillismontgomery66n@hotmail.com says:

Ok let me know when you get in so I can invite you directly to my cam.

i know, i dont have a life, but i own it? wtf?

My love life is pathetically sad

2010-01-12T08:45:00.000-08:00

Pathetically sad? i dont even know if that is even right.

If u read my previous posts, you would probably know about a guy that i cant get over with. for like a year. more than a year. But i never really tell it in detail. so i might.

maybe.

So, okee, i was 13? first year in high school. He was a teaser, a bitch, a jerk. Lets put it this way, the last person on earth that i would ever fall in love with. But he became my friend. and over the years he became my best friend, we loved to get on each other's nerve and laugh about it later on. ahh such memories.

Shit, im kinda busy, will continue on later, peace out!

Death

2010-01-11T09:34:00.000-08:00

ahh death, it seems that every single living things have to experience it at the end of their life, obviously.

but then, what about the afterlife? do you believe in it? i certainly do. im a muslim, lol. then again, i wont explain to you how life in afterlife is like in Islam, coz well, lets put it this way, im not that religious and there are many other things that i dont know of.

Speaking of death, im the type of person who cant deal with death much.

Sometimes i get so afraid of it that i wished im dead. make any sense? dont think so, i mean, the people around me, my family, friends and such. im so afraid that they are going to die. i mean, the close ones of course.

I just dont know how i would be able to cope with it. knowing that they are not there....forever.

thinking about it gives me a heartache already.

I used to love cats, i mean i still do, just not as before. when i was 11, i had this grey cat, named debab, and i would sleep with him every night. He had a scar on his front paw, and his jaw were cut in half when he was a teen. he got that from sleeping in the car's fan. He was so close to me, you could say that he was my best friend, one of the best i ever had.

and so, one day he disappeared, for days.

Later on i found that he was dead. i didnt know how to react, so i would cry every night. till god knows when, and ever since, i was so afraid of death of the people i love, especially my parents, they traveled a lot and i was so afraid that something could happened to them. and that fear goes on for years..no, till now.

and so years passed and i was 14, i got 2 persian + scotish black and white female cats for my birthday, and one in particular, named sayang, i loved very much. they were always in my room but one day, sayang escaped through the bathroom's window. and everyday i would search for her. until one day, when i saw a black and white furry animal lying on the ground, i thought it was a dead skunk, but malaysia does not have any skunks, so i realized that it was her body, lay motionless, on the ground, and half of her stomach was gone....i was so affected by that incident that i grew thin. over time, i healed. but i was not the same.

so ever since then, i tried not to love any cats i own. them dying is just too painful for me to bear...and the thoughts that humans that im close with are going to be gone too...is just..hurtful to think of.

The Conflict

2010-01-08T06:59:00.000-08:00

Ahhh, the news now are fussed with the conflict of using the Allah's name in the bible, and now, some church were attempted to be bombed.

well, if no one didnt even start such commotion in the first place, obviously things like these would not happen in the first place, think again guys.

for peace sake, cant we just live without conflicts? why put the colour of our skin and religion between us? what good does it make?

Hear me out

2010-01-07T08:17:00.000-08:00

i dont really care if u think that me being me, a bitchy gay is wrong.

i couldnt careless of what you think, because im quite content with myself. why should i change for you? I do things for myself, my own benefits, an opinion from a stranger like you wouldnt matter, never will be.

you are just one out of hundreds who said that its wrong, you are just one of the hundreds that i dont give a shit about

Broken Bridge

2010-01-07T04:15:00.000-08:00

I asked my my mum about being in the fashion industry, she has no confidence that i can actually be a fashion designer, so yeah.

It seems that i must figure what career next to choose :|

ouh how i wish my father has a multi-millionaire company that i could take over. lol.

Life is a box of chocolate, no, its more like the game minesweeper.

2010-01-06T09:40:00.000-08:00

wasssuppp homeeee, lol

sorry, been away too long, i know, but what can i say been busy and shit.

so i had my hair rebonds today, so its a little weird now, but i know it will come around.

im looking for a job tho, i need money, i need it for....well lots of things.

im still thinking of my future career, its still undecided of what i want to be, i do not want to take the wrong step and regret for the rest of my life, you dont make for happiness, you look for it.

So, now, life seems moving at a slow pace. i have two months till my spm result. sigh.

hello

2009-12-22T07:13:00.000-08:00

hey

beri saya masa awak sekejap boleh ? please ?

mari sertai saya di catcheyes jom.. ?

http://www.catcheye.com.my/?r=33751

Catcheye adalah sebuah syarikat pengiklanan terbaru di Malaysia,

apa yang menariknye anda dibayar untuk setiap iklan yang anda lihat disini,

ya,mudah saja,klik2 iklan tak sampai seminit dah dapat duit,

malah mereka membayar kita sehingga level 4 secara infiniti..

katakan anda menaja 10 orang di level 1,

kemudian mereka menaja 10 orang lagi sehinggalah 4 level,

tahu tak awak akan peroleh RM11 jika sehari mereka klik untuk 1 iklan,

kalau sehari mereka klik 10x anda peroleh RM11x10=RM110

jika sebulan anda akan peroleh RM110x30=RM3300..

ayohlah sertai saya..benda ni 100% percuma..tak perlu modal

cuma perkenalkan kepada 10 orang je..benda free xkan tak boleh ajak..

untuk maklumat awak,keahlian catcheye telah mencecah lebih 12000 orang sekarang..

jangan berlengah lagi..Ini bukan penipuan

Cara nak register.

1.klik http://www.catcheye.com.my/?r=33751

2.klik join catcheye now

3.isi maklumat diri,IC dan alamat (penting sebab cek dihantar berdasarkan ini selepas cukup RM50)

4.Isi jawapan: soalan 1 jawapan A, soalan 2 jawapan B,soalan 3 jawapan A. (jika awak jawab salah pendaftaran tidak diterima)

5.klik agree and proceed.

Hey join in, its free anyway, u got nothing to lose right? in fact, if u let people join this and widen your network, u can get extra money, so what do u think? click on the link ;)

much appreciated if u do

much love,

haris

Roboski hamsters for sale.

2009-12-20T05:14:00.000-08:00

selling roboski hamsters for rm 20.

contact me at bambamyeye@hotmail.com

Blogger is so lame

2009-11-06T01:00:00.000-08:00

i think im leaving, find me here

http://limehoneystrawberrytea.tumblr.com/

14 Days to Death

2009-11-03T21:54:00.000-08:00

ahh, i have got exactly two weeks to study, before the big exam, so wish me luck! and im sorry if i posted crappy stuff on the blog i mean really, i wish i have time to do so, so forgive me?

anyway, im thinking of working after spm, or even start my own clothing line, who knows, so make short independent movies, hahah god knows what.

and say, i might really moving to tumblr, might, or maybe both, here more on my personal life, and tumblr for pictures? hurmm

anyway, thank you for reading ;)

Random Song

2009-10-26T10:37:00.000-07:00

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

I shouldn't have cared

2009-10-03T02:12:00.000-07:00

People warned me to ignore it.

but i didnt listen.

and now, i have to pay the price, serve me right?

people told me to be weary of you.

but i ignored them.

and now, i have learned that u dont care. was that right?

people told me to forget about you.

but i couldnt.

and now, im in despair and u dont care. stupid right?

i should have known. i should have...

A bad day

2009-10-01T04:02:00.001-07:00

cant i be happy just for a day? sigh.

48 more days to spm, FUCK

Raya

2009-09-30T10:24:00.001-07:00

Me dad

Baby hammies

2009-09-30T10:22:00.001-07:00

Uploding from mobile

New hamster

2009-09-30T10:16:00.001-07:00

Meet shima :-)

AT LAST!!

2009-09-28T07:56:00.000-07:00

i FINALLY got my own twitter! add me bitches.

http://twitter.com/thisfagtalks

Twitter?

2009-09-27T03:11:00.000-07:00

Hurm, im still considering of making a twitter account, i mean, i cant just see the point of telling everybody what u are doing unless ur a celebrity. maybe an account just to follow ellen? lol. heh.

ouh and my baby hammies start to grow fur! awww they are so cute they make me wanna squish the fuild out of them...okee maybe not,lol

This is sad

2009-09-22T05:55:00.000-07:00

i found this in a description on youtube, the video was about a dog basically. but shes dead. this is what the owner/mummy? wrote about her.

Here is my german shepherd Shelby.
She hates the vacuum, so my son took the attachment while Shelby was on the floor and put it next to her. Every time he put the attachment next to Shelby, she showed her teeth. This action in no way abused her or hurt her. Shelby understands we were simply goofing on her. Shelby knows she is very much loved and appreciated. Why people think it's mean, I don't know... maybe lack of sense of humor.

This video has now become a classic.

Our beloved Shelby had to be put to sleep on September 23rd 2008, due to an unknown illness. In May 2008 I let her outside to play, I meant to change her water bucket for the day, but before I had a chance to, she drank some water from her bucket and developed what I believe was a bacterial infection. A few days later, she started throwing up yellow bile and wouldn't eat, so we took her to the veterinarian. He gave her some medication that appeared to have stopped whatever it was. Then four months later after we moved into our new home, the symptoms appeared again, only this time Shelby went from 80 lbs to 60lbs. She started showing sign of fatigue and wouldnt eat. All she would do is lay around, she had no energy to move.

Two different veterinarians in Florida couldn't figure out what was wrong with her. They did nothing for Shelby, and when her health deteriorated very badly on Monday September 22nd, their response was, we dont know whats wrong with her, but you can drive to Stuart Florida and pay $500 to have them take a look at her. We didnt have $500 upfront, and they wouldnt even look at Shelby without it. Based upon Shelby's condition the morning of September 23rd, we made the decision to put her to sleep. She lost 20 lbs and wouldn't eat, drink or go the bathroom. I wasn't about to let her continue in the state she was in. The decision my husband and I made, killed a part of me inside, that wound will never heal. To have to look at her beautiful face and have to put her to sleep was more than I could bear. I got to hold her and love her before they put her to sleep. I told her how I would never forget her, and how much fun we had together. I still cry over her. I miss her so much. I have so many videos of Shelby and they all bring me great joy. She had a great life and was well cared for by me while she was here. There wasn't any place I could go in my house or outside without her following me and wanting to be by my side. I will miss her laying at my feet, and always being able to look down at her and smile, and rub my feet over her head, always knowing she was there loving me as much as I was loving her. I kept all her babies (stuffed animals), her favorite football, her blankets, leash). I don't have the heart to get rid of them.

This is one of the most painful things I've had to go through in my life. I am so sad without my beloved Shelby. I was so blessed to have had such a sweet, loving, loyal friend. The house is so empty without Shelby. I had to pick up her favorite football from the yard and put away her home. It was torture to see her home when we got back from the vet, knowing she would never sleep there again.

All I can say, is if your going to get a German Shepherd, be prepared for the best friend you will ever have, and also be prepared for the devastation, when that fury warm devoted friend is gone. There is no love, nor pain like it.

In closing, knowing the pain that I feel now because I have lost my Shelby, I would do it all over again, just to be able to spend that time with her again.

I love you Shelby girl, you will always be my puppy.

In loving memory of Shelby Taylor
9/19/03 - 9/23/08

John 3:16, For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, (Jesus) that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

for those who wants to view the video : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UeQ4okHQhYA&feature=related

Funny XD

2009-09-21T02:54:00.000-07:00

i found this in the youtube comment, made me laugh my arse off.

-------joke----
Girl: "Forgive me father for I have sinned."
Priest: "What have you done my child?"
Girl: "I called a man a son of a bitch."
Priest: "Why did you call him a son of a bitch?"

Girl: "Because he touched my hand."
Priest: "Like this?" (as he touches her hand)
Girl: "Yes father."
Priest: "That's no reason to call a man a son of a bitch."
Girl: "Then he touched my breast."
Priest: "Like this?" (as he touched her breast)
Girl: "Yes father."
Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bitch."
Girl: "Then he took off my clothes, father."Priest: "Like this?" (as he takes off her clothes)

Girl: "Yes father."
Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bitch."
Girl: "Then he stuck his you know what into my you know where."
Priest: "Like this?" (as he stuck his you know what into her you know where)
Girl: "YES FATHER, YES FATHER, YES FATHER!!!"
Priest: (after a few minutes): "That's no reason to call him a son of a bitch."
Girl: "But father he had AIDS!"
Priest: "THAT SON OF A BITCH!!!"

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

Five Babies

2009-09-18T22:44:00.000-07:00

yeay, my hamsters have birth to 5 healthy babies! i hope they would survive, since the mother sucks at parentingthe one in the pink cage is the mother and the babies, and in the orange is the father, he seems restless tho, but i had no choice, i dont want to take the risk. lol

well as im typing this, the father is out of the cage! lol. i hope he knows the way back into the cage.

Apart from that, i really really miss my old hair. urghh.

man i was hot, lol, NOW IM FRIGGING UGLY WITH THE CURLY HAIR BACK ON. and bloody pimples. lol

okee, i think i need an iphone now

2009-09-18T02:33:00.000-07:00

HOLLYY SHITT ITSS FUCKING AWESOME.

i need one, please? lol

I WANT TO FUCKING UNLOCK WHATEVER CRAP THERE IS IN THE FUCKING PHONE!

its awesome, but i need to pay for itune then, and i want the games

so i have to pay for that as well. ARRGGGHH

Sunset

2009-09-18T01:15:00.000-07:00

I want a picture of me being kissed on a relaxer at the beach with the sunset being the background, that would be fucking awesome, ahhhh and i want to be one whos leaning against the relaxer, MAN I WANT TO DO IT NOW LA!!!

lol

okee im bored, help???

Naruto anyone?

2009-09-18T00:48:00.000-07:00

woahh, a lot of you must have been thinking of how childish i am, to even read the manga, let alone wait the anime, but i must say, ITS FUCKING AWESOME!!!!

especially the manga, ouh man, its like dude, its like. i hate to use this word, but man it was EPIC!!!!

i swear you people better go and watch it, lol.

other than naruto i have also been following up with bleach and one piece! tho i have to say that, one piece comes first, then naruto then bleach.

my fav character in naruto would be gaara, MAN HES FUCKING AWESOME. AHHH!!!!

in one piece it would be zorro, MAN HES FUCKING HOOOTTTTT.

and in bleach it would be, urmmm, this is a hard one, ouh i think it would be, wait maybe none, because they are all awesome, and fucking hhooottt tooo, AHHHH FUCK THE HOTNESS

Missing In Action

2009-09-17T03:51:00.001-07:00

It has been a while since my last post. Well, frankly i have been busy with exams, and what not.

Just so u know, i have got a new niece, shes like a week old now, her name is Raja Shasha Qistina, wait, im not sure about the Raja tho,

Its funny how her elder sister, Dina, tries to get all the intention in the world because she is jealous of her baby sister but at the same time, loves Shasha a lot.

My grades have not been so good so far, so basically i have to back everything up. since everything is so fucked up.

I just hope that i will give my best and not regret it later on in life.

much love,

haris.

ps: thank you for the birthday wishes, especially 'you', although you might tell others that you were just doing it because you were bored, but to me, at least you remembered. :)

Review for Spirit(2002)

2009-09-07T00:38:00.001-07:00

This movie was released 7 years ago, and yes i realised that. I was 10 at that time, and i wanted to watch it so much, but, well, since i dont really go out that much ( my family is not the outgoing type, so dont blame me for being a lil antisocial)

anyway, since then, i have been wanting to watch this movie, and wow i just watch it today. let me tell you something, the graphics can get sucky at one point and at the beginning it was a little bit boring, but let me tell ya, thats the only bad part about the movie!

OUH MY GOD, i mean seriously, the story line is amazing! just when u thought things couldn't got worst, IT SURE DID, YES MA'AM.

The Horses are Gorgeous too! i mean HOT, takes me back of my horse riding childhood, dammit, and now im stuck at rawang with no Horse Club. GREAT.

anyway, seriously tho, watch the god-dammed movie.

this is the best version

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3g07eCJef38

HURRY UP BEFORE YOUTUBE DELETES IT!

if u haven't watch the movie yet that is :)

and the main characther, Spirit, is voiced ( issit even the right term? seriously?) by Matt Damon!

I KNOW, NOW SHUT UP.

and watch it, bye :D

New Blog

2009-09-06T08:25:00.000-07:00

visit me here http://limehoneystrawberrytea.tumblr.com/

im not sure to comtinue both, or just cut this one off. hurm suggestions?

Hey Guys!

2009-09-06T07:27:00.000-07:00

woohooo

well i just made another blog at tumblr, but its private, so sorry guys! lol

anyway

check out what rae sent me

a picture from supposely the infamous PEREZ HILTON!

hahahah

man, i never like him in the first place, i mean he thinks hes all that, when hes fucking not besides he called fergie a fugly, well dude, u should fucking check your mother fucking face first.

I MEAN SERIOUSLY, DONT FUCKING CALL PEOPLE THAT THEY ARE MOTHER FUCKING UGLY WHEN YOU LOOK LIKE A WRECK!

seriously tho, like wtf man?

a new blog? what do you have to say?

2009-09-06T01:58:00.000-07:00

im thinking of making a new blog, at tumblr.com,

why would I want to make a new one?

well obviously because idk, i think its way better than blogger. hurm idk, we'll see

Trapped in vague emotions

2009-09-03T09:00:00.001-07:00

haha is grammar is even right?

Undoubtly, i feel restless as the clock is ticking, chemist paper 1 and 2 are on friday, which already is, seeing at its 00.00 am.

i hope i would not mess up as i did for today's paper, haish.

bye

I thought i heard a cry

2009-09-01T12:16:00.000-07:00

its 3 am and at 7 im going to sit for my exams,

ah my god...

basically im pissed off with everything, and i mean everything,

stupid keyboard. lol

i need to see a doctor. ASAP?

Racism, when will it stop?

2009-08-31T02:56:00.000-07:00

Its tiring to hear all of these hate around you.

i dont understand.

why cant we just respect each other?

why do we have to prove whos right and whos wrong?

why do we have to argue?

why do we have to discriminate?

why do we have to judge?

why do we have to hate?

why do we have to compare?

issit that hard to smile and be nice?

issit that hard not to make a face when someone of a different race is greeting you?

issit that hard not to hate someone who has a different religion?

issit that hard to help someone of different races and religion?

Someone explain it to me, please?

Lets build a better world for Everyone, for the World, for Peace.

And you claimed that your civilized huh? Think Again. ;)

BEACH

2009-08-30T07:58:00.000-07:00

ahhhh wouldnt it be nice to take a short break to an island all by yourself?

no one to intefere

no one to ruin your day

just you, and sea...

woohoo! man i miss Simpadan

PPD GOMBAK BENGAP KO TAHU?

2009-08-29T07:19:00.000-07:00

they changed the time table, wow,

stupidity at its best

Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles

2009-08-28T11:41:00.000-07:00

And I still need you,
And I still miss you,
And now I wonder...

this pain i cannot cure

2009-08-23T07:00:00.000-07:00

it has been a year, its pathehic, its sick, its boring.

kakak where are u? :(

i wanna go out, away from this house.

im underappreciated and ignored.

kill me.

The Ultimate Anger?

2009-08-20T00:47:00.000-07:00

mannn im soooo pissed off with every single fucking thing these days,

and i hate it when i tell them to knock it off and they still joke it around, fuck u, naseb baek ko bodoh aku pandai.

esok sejarah, wish me luck, whoever is reading this :D

Reminiscing :)

2009-08-18T10:07:00.000-07:00

a childhood friend just added me on facebook, wawan :)

man it brings those old times we had together, hahha semua bende2 bodoh,

nostalgic isn't?

well sweet dreams world :)

mums getting weirdly cool? and preview for G.I.JOE and Paprika

2009-08-17T08:36:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA

WHO AM I KIDDING ANYWAY?

well, we were watching wipeout, and suddenly my mum was like,

"ouh ouh i like this one, it looks like fun."

i was thinking to myself, is this another stupid dream? well, apparently it was pretty much the reality that i would never imagine happening.

and, well, she continued,

"i would have join this if i were young."

i couldnt hold it any longer, i bursted out laughing while getting downstairs, heh, sorry mum.

anyway,

i kinda watched G.I.JOE like last thursday, muahahahha, sneak out! well not really.

the movie overall was, well, boring, i mean, the storyline sucks,

but the fighting scenes are fucking awesome, and they have hot casts in play, which i adore every second of it :D

not the best movie of the year, but not bad.

last night, instead of studying, i watched Paprika, definately the most twisted and the most interesting anime movie out there, a must watch i would say.

if u have watched akira, and liked it, u definately should watch paprika, i dont even understand the whole movie yet, just the rough plot in my mind, definately have to watch it again to get the idea in my hard skull, lol

Lost and never found.

2009-08-16T10:50:00.000-07:00

im have an emotinal crisis, yet AGAIN!

issit just me or bend2 cam nieh selalu jadi, right before exams or exams itself?

i hate doing things that i have to do!

eg, studying?

but i dont really feel like doing anything in the first place, aku nak lepak for the rest of my life time!

i want to take things easy, but obviously everything seems to be all tangled together, which pisses me off.

my school is a bitch, i swear

trial, ur a btich

2009-08-15T22:15:00.000-07:00

okee trial is like in 18 hours, fuck?

and like ,i think im going to get NS, well i didnt get it in the first place, tp i think my father akan like daftar me or something, urgghh, whateverfuck.

so yeah, i need to get at least 6A.

I want to FAIL my SPM because i hate my family

2009-08-08T23:34:00.000-07:00

i wanna move out.

i wanna die.

i dont believe in anything anymore.

i want to find my own place

2009-08-08T23:17:00.000-07:00

ouh i just wanna get out of this house and find my own place, seriously tho, this sucks.

i just cant tolerate them anymore.

I Need to Spend the Money That I Dont Have

2009-08-08T04:59:00.001-07:00

Holllllllyyyyy shhhiiiitttttt maaaaaaann!!!!

FUCK.

i wanna go shopping, like seriously tho.

i wana buy my nails products, hair products,

definately need new bags, some shoes, and lotttsss of clothing.

made a calculation and here it is,

Nail products : at least 100 bucks, better if 200.

Hair products : at least 200 bucks, better if 400.

Shoes: at least 800 bucks. better if 2k.

Bags: 2k?

Clothing: 4-5k??

current savings? 200 bucks, so yeah, lifes a bitch and ur sis is a 30 y/o virgin. heh.

i wish im just a lil bit richer :D

it would make all the differences in the world.

Reality? or its just another dream?

2009-08-06T03:50:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, im confused between realities and dreams, i mean, what if, this is just a dream? like the other dreams that we didnt know that it was a dream until we woke up?

u know what i mean?

The thing is, i hate my current life, i dont even feel the point of living, i mean, its like, empty.

Theres so much space between me and my inner self. to add it up, i even hate everything, yes, that means i hate you too.

i need to be alone, but i dont want to. *sigh* i have a feeling that the next few post wil be emos. i realized that im just giving out too much, and not sincere to my own self. i feel like giving up, but i cant, i feel like telling you my fucking situation, but i cant and wont. you people wont understand anyway, you would just judge me like everyone would.

i just want to be happy, is that too much to ask?

Pinky toes

2009-08-04T00:28:00.000-07:00

urgh, i need a drink, like seriously tho, everything is so messed up, i just wanna shut myself off from the world.

i dont want to go to school.

i dont want to talk to anybody.

i dont want to know anything.

u get what im trying to say here?

but obviously thats impossible, for my own future, i have to go to school. humans need to socialize, klau x lagi stress or whatever not.

i have tuition in 30 minutes. nak ponteng laaaa.

i hate it when things dont go as planned. at the moment, everything doesnt.

which in some way, make me stressed out like a fucking mad woman with a dead deaf husband.

SET ME FREE.

i feel safer here, in my own room, with the thick curtain blocking the god damned Sun and there only me, my hamsters, radio, and this lappy.

i could foreverly be happy if only human doesnt need to eat, pee, poop, and u know what i mean.

I WANNA HAVE SEX.

somehow, i think that is the only thing that will solve everything, okee not, kidding, lol.

i mean, i dont think im doing anything progressive at the moment, everything seems to be on standstill.

empty.

and im totally obsessed with the stupid rubik cube, tho i dont own any. plan to buy one tho. lol.

I WANNA GET RICH.

i need to planned something that will gran me alot of money in short terms. heh, but money doenst come that easily now do they?

and fuck with perfect english, even caucasians themselves, well most of them, do not use perfect english, and we asians are so proud if we are able to speak perfect english.

takde budaya sendiri ker aper?

the end.

Half of A Dozen Rodent Babies.

2009-08-03T06:29:00.000-07:00

i woke up at 0630 today, tho i felt like sleeping for the rest of the day, well, u know, Monday blues.

after getting ready for school, i saw my hamsters running together in the cage, out of curiosity, i approached and observed...OBSCENE!

they were having sex while running while punching each other. Obviously the first thing that ran into my mind was , BABIES.

weeee :D

so, in 16-18 days, im expecting around 6 babies. well, that is if they are fertile enough, meaning that i have to get another cage for the male, i found a great one at a pet store, for RM85. heeee.

time to 'pau' my dad for money, or just take it as i wish, :D

Aside from that, we had chemistry ceramah today, done by our own Puan Jaspal. its a bit dry, and teacher looked bored also. heh.

later on tonight, i called kakak, which was at 8? she was lepaking with fareez and shah, and watever not.

i wish i could be there, ouh well, SUCK IT.

trial is in 14 days, theres no choise, im going to fuck it up again, :|

Getting out of this boredom

2009-08-02T05:16:00.001-07:00

fuck, spm in what, three months now? :|

trial in 17 days?

and im 0% prepared, great.

i feel like running away to New Zealand with my pets, and build a woodshed and live there and die.

IMPOSSIBLE.

bcoz i wanna get rich, seriously tho. moneeyyy iss thee shitt nowdays.

money is not everything, but, everything is about money.

Trust me, Im just plain blank.

2009-07-28T03:57:00.000-07:00

i havent update my blog for weeks, just dont have anything smart to write about?

or im justtt down rightt lazzyy.

well last wednesday i tried to save three baby swallow birds. because their nest got destroyed, so i have to take them home, they lasted for like 4 days, and died. :|

my brother said its because lack of heat. i thought they would be okee but :|

just in 4 days i started to love them, and when they died, :| well

they died :|

and im tired of getting grounded, i wanna go out, but since my parents forbid me to go out with qila, well i dont want to go out with anyone else, and we know that our parents have been contacting each other, cam chibai :|

its a bad week, and trial is just like in 19 days :|

panic time :|

i wish i could enjoy life a lil bit more, what i want most nowto be at a beautiful beach and sit on a relaxer and with qila and fareez on the sand making out and my golden retriever playing around with a ball :|

i want a puppyy goddammit.

but father wont let me, kecoh la sial

names for my babies

2009-07-15T02:55:00.001-07:00

i just got2 hamsters,

and idk what to name them,

ideas anyone?

AVATAR : The Last Airbender

2009-07-11T17:44:00.000-07:00

yes, i do watch it, all 3 series, well in the third currently, since they are created by americans, they have jokes that i actually understand, unlike british's. i have no clue what their jokes are sometimes.

no seriously tho, i laughed my arse off watching this, so everyone should too!

Indonesian Maids? FUCK THEM ALL

2009-07-10T05:11:00.000-07:00

the fucking news highlighted that maids are being abused,

WELL GUESS FUCKING WHAT?

WHAT ABOUT THE MAIDS WHO ABUSE CHILDREN?

LET ALONE MURDERED THEM?

OR FUCKING ASK THEIR FUCKING MALE INDONS WORKER TO FUCKING ROBE THE FUCKING HOUSES,

AND THE WORST! EVEN KILL THEM???

im not saying all indonesians are barbarians, even i have sumatrian's blood, BUT,

MAJORITY ARE FUCKING MENTALLY RETARDED FUCKERS.

seriosuly, i know im a bit emotional and i should only judge people individually BUT THIS TOO FAR

our fucking news papers never showed the picture that children are abused by maid, but when a maid got abuseddddd,

THEIR COUNTRY WANTS TO START A WAR WITH US!

well guess what?

FUCK U, FUCK U WITH SOMETHING HARD AND SAND PAPERY.

FUCK I HAVE FORGOTTEN

2009-07-09T19:36:00.001-07:00

my london's pictures!!!! goddamit.

mouth foot and hands disease?

2009-07-07T07:19:00.000-07:00

lol, apperantly, im diagnosed with mouth hands and foot disease, which is meant for ten year olds and below, great.

well i had it 5 days ago and its getting better, except for the fact that the ulcers in the mouth really hurt!

had a seminar today, cara menjawab biology or something, a total waste of time, seriously.

ouh i watched transfomers 2 a week ago

woahhh, it was boring, i mean the graphic was super and everthing but the storyline is kinda boring, tho i reckon that the book would be better, in most cases it is.

ouh and the dog that i was blogging about earlier, she disappered the day after, lol.

and i cant wait for september, and kinda nervous too actually :D

Movies, when it ends

2009-06-26T08:59:00.000-07:00

u know those feelings, right after u watch movies and when its over, you would be like, thats it? i mean, its not like you are not statisfied with the ending, but some what that its too soon to be over?

heh, what am i rambling about here? i have no idea, does anybody else feels the same? no? yes?

well whatever, i just watched music and lyrics! YET AGAIN.

im sorry, i just love drew barrymore, LOVE HER.

you gotta, shes adorable, :D

micheal jackson

2009-06-26T01:06:00.000-07:00

RIP MJ,

YOU WILL BE MISSED

DOGGY DOG DOGGY

2009-06-26T00:25:00.000-07:00

i walked to home today and, woooahhhh,

theres a dog in front of my house, defending it, against me,

she was like barking mania mode.

i was like, im too tired for this mode.

ending up we screamed at each other for five minutes! lol,

and she backed off, i went in the house, called my dad, and asked him

me:WTF IS THAT THING IN FRONT OF THE GATE YELLING AT ME FOR?

dad: ouh, i picked it up

me: u did what? that thing almost kill me! its a she! can we keep it? :D

dad: feed her some leftover, bye

me: *hung up

lol hes gonna get pissed i didnt say bye bye.

anywayyy,

took a shower first, i smelled like pecan, what ever that is.

and scourge the fridge, and found some left over rice.

so i tried giving her that, FAILED!

so i tired some cat cookies( for ma cats, duhh) EPIC FAILED

i was really tired and giving up, but i cant just leave her hungry like that, i have grown to love animals since i was 3?

orrr maybe 4,

so i boiled a fish, and gave to her, OWNED.

lol she ate like, well a hungry dog would.

so yeah, yeay me!

but theres a collar around her neck, wondering if the previous owner didnt give her much of a food that she would stay at other people's house. hurmm

I WANT HER TO HAVE BABIES! I LOVE PUPPIES!

haram? who cares! at least i have the humanity values to take care of them. fuck u. :)

BLAh :0

2009-06-24T22:16:00.000-07:00

skipped school again! yeay me?

pfft, trials are just months away, and im messing up my studies, goddammitttt.

can't i be born super smart so that i dont have to get through these kinds of things?

blame it on the genetic inheritances lol

and im still lazy to upload london's picture, like super lazy, it has been three weeks? blah :0

things in school are not going on so well either, well at least i know the backstabbers now, rather than after, FUUHHHH, BOY AM I GLAD OR WHAT!!!

ouh, did i tell u that im grounded till SPM
?

i dont think so,

well i am

coz i fled from home for like one night?

and my father freaks out and so does my mum, and they know i went with qila, and they banned (sp?) me from meeting her, ever! that SUCKS!

fuck it, whatever, i can do what i want, but for now, im gonna stick to my studies, heeee.

a lot of things had happened and im just too busy(lazy?) to update the blog, since i dont think anyone is reading right? geeee, im pathetic.

SONIA IS HOOKING UP WITH SOME FRENCH DUDE, JULIEN!!!

I LOLED. she sure get over things fast :)

results

2009-06-23T03:59:00.001-07:00

i failed two subject, thanks ar, on top of that, i kene tuduh tiru, terime kaseh la,

well whatever, karma is always there :)

i want to go to Maldives. it fucking beautiful, fuck it

postcall

2009-06-21T08:15:00.000-07:00

woot woot woot,

i swear to god, i dont have any idea what to write these days, im busy with my own life too ya know, lol

the most meaningful song ever?

2009-06-12T09:03:00.000-07:00

Mama please stop cryin'
I can't stand the sound
Your pain is painful
And it's tearin' me down

I hear glasses breakin'
As I sit up in my bed
I told Dad you didn't mean
Those nasty things you said

You fight about money
'Bout me and my brother
And this I come home to
This is my shelter

It ain't easy, growin' up in World War III
Never knowin' what love could be
You'll see, I don't want love to destroy me
Like it has done my family

Can we work it out?
(Can we?)
Can we be a family?
(Can we?)
I promise I'll be better
(I promise)
Mommy, I'll do anything
(I'll do anything)

Can we work it out?
Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better
Daddy, please don't leave

Daddy please stop yelling
(Stop)
I can't stand the sound
(Can't stand the sound)
Make Mama stop cryin'
'Cause I need you around

My mama, she loves you
(I know it)
No matter what she says is true
I know that she hurts you
But remember I love you too

I ran away today
Ran from the noise, ran away
(Ran away)
Don't wanna go back to that place
But don't have no choice, no way

It ain't easy growin' up in World War III
Never knowin' what love could be
That I've seen, I don't want love to destroy me
(I don't want love to destroy me)
Like it did my family

Can we work it out?
(Can we work it?)
Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better
(I promise I'll do anything)
Mommy, I'll do anything
(To keep you better)

Can we work it out?
Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better
(I promise, I promise)
Daddy, please don't leave
(Stay)

In our family portrait
(In our family portrait)
We look pretty happy
(We look pretty happy)
Let's play pretend
(Let's play pretend)
Let's act like it comes naturally
(That's right)
(That's right)

I don't wanna have to split the holidays
(No, no)
I don't want two addresses
(No)
I don't want a stepbrother anyways
And I don't want my Mommy
Have to change her last name!

In our family portrait
We look pretty happy
We look pretty normal
Let's go back to that

In our family portrait
We look pretty happy
Let's play pretend
Act like it goes naturally

In our family portrait
(Can we work it out?)
We look pretty happy
(Can we be a family?)
We look pretty normal
(I promise I'll be better)
Let's go back to that
(Mommy I'll do anything)

In our family portrait
(Can we work it out?)
We look pretty happy
(Can we be a family?)
Let's play pretend
(I promise I'll be better)
Act like it goes naturally
(Daddy please don't leave)
Oh let's go back oh lets go back to that

In our family portrait
(Can we work it out?)
We look pretty happy
(Can we be a family?)
We look pretty normal
(I promise I'll be better)
Lets go back to that
(Mommy I'll do anything)

In our family portrait
(Can we work it out?)
We look pretty happy
(Can we be a family?)
We look pretty normal
(I promise I'll be better)
Let's go back to that
(Mommy I'll do anything)

Daddy don't leave
(Don't leave)
Daddy don't leave
(Don't leave)
Daddy don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Daddy turn around please

Remember that the night you left
You took my shining star
Daddy don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Don't leave us here alone

Mama'll be nicer
I'll be so much better
I'll tell my brother
I won't spill the milk at dinner

I'll be so much better
I'll do everything right
I'll be your little girl forever
I'll go to sleep at night

Back from London

2009-06-06T11:24:00.001-07:00

it was cool,

the end

this is me

2009-05-29T09:05:00.000-07:00

Description of your personality profile

You have a moderate need for image, power and control. You have no preference to lead or take charge of things. You set moderate standards for yourself and others to accomplish your goals. You strike a balance between talking and listening when you express your opinions. You have no wish to control people and situations. Likewise you do not like other to push and put pressure on you.
You have a fairly low need for love, belongingness, care and affiliation. You are rather aloof and often tend to avoid social interactions with others. You prefer to work alone than in groups. You seldom share your experiences and interests with others. You prefer privacy. You like more space and time for yourself

You have a fairly low need for safety order, system and protection. You prefer to be free to run your life. You rarely plan for your future. You tend to do things spontaneously and take things as it comes. You are likely to resent criticism and advice. You do not like being controlled and often see rules and regulations as a barrier to your endeavor. You seldom show interest in insuring yourself. You are rather carefree, happy go lucky and generous. You are a fairly high risk taker. You often take chances in life. You prefer adventures in the pursuit of your life goals

You are quite achievement oriented. You tend to work hard to achieve your goals.You are reasonably responsible and committed to your work. Often you work long hours to get the job done. You are quite enthusiastic about what you are doing and are fairly motivated to give your best. You are quite keen to acquire new knowledge and skills and see learning as a life long process. You prefer to be competent and progress in your career. You tend to seek meanings in your life. You have a fairly high standard of ethics and moral conduct. You are quite reliable. Apparently others can trust you and depend on you to get the job done.
You have a high need for survival. You have a helicopter vision of your environment. You can see the forest and the trees. You are able to do an analysis of your environment and develop strategic plans to achieve your life goals. You are flexible and adaptable and are good at mobilizing resources in the environment to achieve your vision.

Traits

Moderately expressive - Moderately assertive - Average self-confidence - Average in determination - Moderate will-power
Analytical - Adaptable - Persuasive - Forecast - Convincing - Anticipate - Proactive

Fairly Normal Personality Traits Quite Mature – Quite Rational – Fairly Responsible – Fairly high Commitment – Quite Hardworking – Quite Enthusiastic – Often seek Self-improvement
Quite individualistic – Fairly reserved – Has quite a shallow well for feelings – Prefer solitude – Quite impersonal – Rather aloof
Quite Adventurous – Fairly Spontaneous – Prefer Freedom – Rather Impulsive – Quite Forgetful – Seldom plan – Fairly High risk

Characteristic

Set moderate goals - No preference to take the lead or to follow - Neither aggressive nor submissive - Can push and give in to others - Average concern for prestige and image - Moderately forceful and assertive – Average in ambition and determination
Know how to mobilize support - Able to influence, persuade and convince others
Alert and aware what is happening in the environmet - Able to spot opportunity and make use of it

Attitude and Values Quite Willing Work Hard – Fairly Enthusiastic About Their Work – Quite Responsible And Committed, Fairly Reliable And Trustworthy – Fairly Good Thinking Skills – Likely To Appreciate Other's Work – Often Look For Opportunity To Learn And Grow – Quite Energetic And Fast Pace – Quite Goal Oriented – Want To Accomplish Something In Life

Prefer Freedom To Do What They Like – Likely To Experiment And Try Something New – Quite Spontaneous And Impulsive In Their Action – Quite Resentful Being Controlled, Monitored And Supervised - Prefer To Do Field Work - Prefer To Be Empowered To Do Things - Tendency To Be Disorganized And Forgetful – Quite A High Risk Taker – Likely To Take Things As It Comes – Rather Live From Day To Day – Quite Generous With Their Money

Quite impersonal and withdrawn - Has a fairly shallow well for feelings - Quite reserved in giving their ideas - Often avoid crowds and social functions - Quite lacking in interpersonal sensitivity

Strength

Able to influence, persuade and convince people - Knows how to adapt and wrangle out of difficult situations - Be able to do in-depth analysis - Alert and well-informed of things in the environment - Opportunistic and strategic - Knows many ways of making use of opportunities and making things happen
Reasonably Responsible And Committed To Produce Results – Quite Highly Energetic - Willing To Work Long Hours – Likely Take Initiative In Seeking Competencies – Fairly High Ethical And Moral Code Of Conduct – Always Want To Do Things Meaningfully To Make Things Better

Improvement need

May get at people who play them out
May become impatience to get things done fast - May get upset with slow people - May be provoked when others attack their weak points
You are quite lacking in social skills. You may need to make more friends who can contribute to your well being. You must learn how to work in groups and learn to cooperate and collaborate with others. You should interact with more people sharing your ideas and interests. You have to learn how to communicate your inner feelings and thoughts. You should show more care and concern for the well beings of others. You may have to learn to get along well with others
You should learn how to plan, organize and schedule your work activities. You need to develop your self discipline. Learn to follow rules, regulations and procedures. Try to work more systematically and methodically. You should also pay more attention to detail. You need to pay respect for safety and social order. You should to manage your time more effectively

Work Interest

- Outdoors or field work
- Adventurous and thrilling work

- Work requiring working alone
- Work with little social interactions
- Work requiring analysis and strategic thinking
- Problem-solving and decision-making work
- Innovative work
- Work dealing with concepts, theories and ideas
- Work touching on improvement needs

Career Fit

Creative Arts - Design - Sculptors, Painters & Artists - Innovation - Scientist - Field Research Professional - Film Directors - Composers - Cartoonist - Advertising - Decoration Professional - Actors and actresses - Singers and Dancers
Business Management - Politician - Entrepreneur
- Language and Arts - Philosophy - Religious Studies - Laws - Logician

Recommended Courses For Higher Education

Language & Liberal Arts - Literature - Philosophy - Geography - History - Mathematics - Science
Mass Communication - Journalism - Advertising - Anthropology - Biotechnology - Genetics - Molecular Biology - Biochemistry - Embryology - Cell Biology

i hate cold toilet seats

2009-05-28T10:15:00.000-07:00

yes, tomorrow is the last day of exam! woohooo! tho there are rumors im cheating on the tests, wtf right? well whatever, IGNORE!

why?

well,

mainly because, most probably im going to steve'oiake thissaturday night! woohooo!! and on monday, puff im off to london! yeay me! hahahah XD

so yeah, cant wait!

and i hate cold toilet seats, will be getting that a lot over there!

and please dont request anything from me, my father gave me only 50 pound to spend, pfft, obviously im going to ask more, heee :D

ps: i wanna be rich

i told you my school sucks

2009-05-27T23:54:00.000-07:00

i wanna movee goddamit, my mum wont let me, sheshh, doesnt she know how it sucks? of course she knows, lol,

huh i cant get MBS off my mind, ahhhh, sheshhh,

i wanna move

pray for me will you? :D

i miss MBS

2009-05-25T07:52:00.000-07:00

i hate my current school, seriously, semua budak kampung2 and closed minded, well not all, but i dare to say the majority, if ur offended, it means ur one of them kan?

i miss my old school, where nobody judge u for who ever u are, kaya ker, miskin ker, cacat ker, or what ever, we always have each other's back and i miss them all.

kat sini? semua cam sial back stabbers mulut cam jibai jakun. i mean, depan org, ouh buat muke baik cam sial, belakang kutuk2 like god, fuck off, aku pun dah jadi cam korang sikit, which i dont like one bit, fuck off la.

MBS i miss u, u and ur padang yg x boleh besar lagi, and kantin ouh my god, they have a lot of choices, but here? heh nvm.

and the community, arrghhh, da la dekat ngan time square, not only that ader monorail, ahh gi klcc senang sial,

people i miss there :

all the prefects friends last time, we used to kaw teem to tipu the dicipline teachers, lol

my class mate, 6M

shit la, i miss KL.

Australia

2009-05-25T03:34:00.000-07:00

yes indeed, i just watched it, i know dah ketinggalan zaman, tapi my prob la kan, well, at the beginning it was funny tho, ending dier agak sedeh la tsk tsk, anywayyy, it was hot, damn hot

Amazed by muslims

2009-05-22T05:22:00.000-07:00

i decided to pray at the mosque today, since its friday, hah shup up, sebab aku selalu ponteng, so before i was peforming ablution, i removed my nautica watch, which is around 1.5k? haha nak jugak sebuttt,

anyway, after that, i went into the praying hall and sembang2 ngan zariq, then i realised, MY WATCH WAS GONE, and i tried to search it, to no avail, taik cicak plak yg aku jumper,

anyway , i was like, this is it, lepas nieh aku nak ponteng sampai mati and stuff la kan, tenson kot, and when after the khutbah, they pray for something, i pray for my watch, and i keep imagining, someone return it to me,

zariq plak bangang tunjuk fuck kat budak kecik, aku dah cam aper la masalah ko zariq, physco!

anyway, i was like really disappointed,

just when i was in great chafe, at the end of the pray, the announced who had lost a watch, please come to the 'bilik kiblat' well, i waste no time :D

and yeay! boy i was happy, im sooo going to the mosque next week ;)

Problems, they dont seem want to go away do they?

2009-05-17T08:11:00.000-07:00

hah yes.

on after another,

as presistant they are, they make us mature more in dealing with things.

regardless,

if ur rich,

poor,

healthy,

sick,

alone,

together,

u would always, encounter with problems,

whether its big or small,

me?

im in a pinch right now,

with everything seems to clutch me in,

i feel so small and unworthy of the world's attention.

because i know, some people are having it worst.

new song

2009-05-16T00:07:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I'm happy, sometimes I'm sad. Sometimes I feel good, sometimes it's bad. But when I am happy, and I'm holding your hand, nothing can stop me, not the sea or the sand. But when I am sad, and my head's in a whirl, I just can't get happy, not for diamonds or peals.

Teachers Day

2009-05-16T00:04:00.000-07:00

awww, happy teachers day!

to all of my teachers, who most probably wont be reading this. thank you :D

funny ads!

2009-05-11T05:51:00.000-07:00

it was 8 30, and i was dancing to the radio and it went commercial. it was something like this, noted that i said something, so its not as it is.

mum: have u eaten son? ( sound curious)

son : yes. ( reply in a very deep voice)

mum where? ( sound worried)

son : KFC X combo meal. ( trying to control his deep voice)

mum : what has KFC X combo meal done to your voice? ( sound really2 worried)

son : i am....WOLVERINE ( trying to sound convicing)

mum : (angry) WOLVERINE MY FOOT!!! now help me with the dishes.

son: but.. but.. im wolverine ( sound pathehic)

mum: (really2 angry) AND IM THE HOUSE MINISTER, NOW HELP ME WITH THE DISHES!

hahahah this fucking cracks me up!

princess diaries and passion for food, relation? none.

2009-05-10T21:56:00.000-07:00

hhahh, i watched princess diaries yesterday, at 12 kot, disney channel la obviously, heh, kinda reminds me of my happy childhood, and suddenly i felt like i was missing something, the happiness i lost. hahhh, babi, nak nangis, hahahha bodoh la

i want to be the used to be care-free-i-dont-give-a-fuck-kid. ahhhhh alaa sedeyh, kakak dont u wish the same? the swimming pool where we rules, a community where we can do what we want because we were the general's children? our own drivers? our own 'private' heli and jets? our first class treatment where ever we went? even to other countries, and everyone put their hypocrits face and treat us like royals? ahhhh now i feel so poor! hahah, not funny =((

ouh ouh, and horse riding! alaaa sedeyh! RAWANG X DE HORSE CLUB, BODOH! babi!

urgh.

anyway,

i used to have this passion for food, like seriosuly, i used to go everywhere testing food, and even cooking alot! but its not there anymore, well u see, i used to cook for this someone, and now that someone is not in my life anymore, aiceh ceh, emo la plak, hahha anyway, since then i lost my interest in cooking! arrrr

ps: i need to be happy jolly bean again =(

again? ish ish

2009-05-10T21:47:00.000-07:00

yeay, slept at 4 yesterday, chatted with kakak la sebabnyer, hahah and the outcome is? skipping school again, argghh, exam is tomorrow and i am pretty much dead, im serious 0.0.

anyway, woke up at 11, and had a very interesting conversation with my niece.

me : dina, dina buat aper jer hari nieh?

dina : urmm dina, kolek hidung jerrr.( with her ever sincere looks)

hahah mmg aku x leh nak gelak lagi la kan,

seeing me laugh she said it again and again and again, until i said:

me: dina nie exaggerating la

dina: dina kolekk hidunngg laaa.

me: exaggerating tahu?

dina : ( her innocent cute blur face with her small fingers up in her nose, and slowly pull it out.)

chu( refers to the youngest child in the family; me) x nak pergi tuition, chu nak makan.

me: hahhhh, a ah, jom makan,

dina: eeeee birds! nanti dier gigit! lari2 !!!! ( run towards to the dining room)

hahha awww, shes like that, suke cakap bende random, she would be 3 in August! weee

Innocent survey? okee i'll give it a try

2009-05-10T00:43:00.000-07:00

Start with 100% and subtract 1% for everything that you've done.Then post as you're __% innocent.

01. Smoked
02. Drank alcohol.
03. Cried when someone died.
04. Been drunk.
05. Had sex.
06. Been to a concert.
07. Gotten/given a hand job.
08. Been verbally/sexually harassed.
09. Flirted
10. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 91%

11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
15. Been to prom.
16. Cried at school.
17. Gotten lost in a Wal-Mart or a department store.
18. Went streaking.
19. Given or received a lap dance.
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 84%

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
23. Kissed a stranger.
24. Hugged a stranger
25. Went scuba diving.
26. Driven a car.
27. Gotten an x-ray.
28. Hit by a car.
29. Had a party.
30. Done drugs.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 76%

31. Played strip poker/darts/pool.
32. Got paid to strip for someone.
33. Run away from home.
34. Broken a bone.
35. Eaten sushi.
36. Bought porn.
37. Watched porn.
38. Made porn.
39. Made beans.
40. Been in love.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 69%

41. French kissed.
42. Laughed so hard you cried.
43. Cried yourself to sleep
44. Laughed yourself to sleep.
45. Stabbed yourself.
46. Shot a gun.
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
50. Watched an animal die.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 59%

51. Watched a person die.
52. Kissed somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53. Pranked somebody.
54. Put somebody in the hospital.
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
56. Made spicy beans.
57. Dressed punk.
58. Dressed Goth.
59. Dressed preppy.
60. Been to a motocross race.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 55%

61. Avoided somebody.
62. Been stalked.
63. Stalked someone.
64. Met a celebrity.
65. Played an instrument.
66. Ridden a horse.
67. Cut yourself.
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
70. Been to a wild party.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 48%

71. Been caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friend's crush.
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant.
77. Babysat.
78. Been to another country.
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR:43%

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
83. Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 2 months.
85. Sat on your butt all day.
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
87. Had a job.
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore.
90. Danced like a whore.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 36%

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident.
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain.
97. Been rejected.
98. Left a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
100. Been raped.

TOTAL PERCENTAGE : 27%

heyyy, im actually quite innocent kot :D

i write like a 12 year old

2009-05-09T09:22:00.000-07:00

i noticed that, my writings are quite immature, possibly lack of ready? probably so.

i spent my nights reading articles after another, it seems like my effort of thriving for better writings is just simply nothing but dissipation.

out of frustration, wasting my time on reading when im suppose to be practicing add math, i lounged myself on the bed, and watch anime,

exam is in 2 days, wish me luck, i really need it.

i cry behind my smiles

2009-05-08T09:32:00.000-07:00

i have been wating for your call since last year. eagerly checking my cell now and then, and still forced to do so.

my last real smile when i was with you.

but its pointless isn't it?you are never coming back, its merely impossible.

ps: i lied, i actually didnt care at all. then again, you know whether im lying or not kan?

i still love you actually.

supposely a new song

2009-05-07T06:39:00.000-07:00

be warned, its addictive

new baby

2009-05-07T06:32:00.000-07:00

yesterday night, before going to tuition, i heard a kitten's cry, but ignore it.

and this morning, i heard it again, and search all around. but to no avail there wasnt any kitten

and at 4 in the afternoon, before going to tuition i heard it again, now, i must be real, and i searched high and low, under the hot sun! shehs global warming is getting worse these days, and next to a vase which is on a small balcany designed for small vasses on the wall surrounding the house compound, curled a timid dirty tabby orange kitten with white spots. and i tried to take her, but she dashed under the car.

already wasting a lot of time, i decided to go to tuition first. and decided to try to get the kitten afterwards, and i did, after a lot or miaowing and stalking and waiting and sweating.

and i feed her, bath her, and now she is in the washing room sleeping perhaps, wait, gonna check on her! bb muack

Thursday

2009-05-06T23:48:00.000-07:00

what is up with thursday and sickness these days?

yup, i skipped school again today, determined to study, since mid term is like 4 days away, turned out that me, yes , i slept till 1 in the afternoon!

study la sangat.

so yeah, 3pm and i want to study add math, wish me luck

gains and loses

2009-05-05T07:10:00.000-07:00

i tired of this.

next time something is up do tell me. nie cam aper jer. penat la aku nak layan

everything began as one

2009-05-04T09:47:00.000-07:00

hah, indeed what am i going to talk about has nothing to do with the title, well, yeah, its my blog, so i can what ever i want la kan?

heh

im tired, of figuring things out. seriously! i wish , i could just lie, on a super king size bed with silk mattress and comfy comforter, on a grassy field, with small streams running, and the sky is blue and wind is soothing. wow, i can just lay forever.

hah, omg i miss europe! well more like i actually miss my childhood, yes my relaxing yet lonely childhood, i need a holiday a real one, just me and myself, on a hill somewhere in europe. with red foxes playing with me. awww! alaa fuck la! moments over! babi.

aku rase x tenteram hati ouh, maybe sebab my cat just died kot, ntah la fuck u.

this is addictive

2009-05-03T03:40:00.000-07:00

I'm tired of:
- you, hah no la kidding, im tired of *tut*.

I am listening to:
- my own farting

Maybe I should:
- kill myself, eh no, have sex!.

I wish:
- my father is a fucking millionaire

I have lost my respect for:
- orang badget alim

Someday:
- i will not get married, hakhak.

I will always remember:
- my pain.

Love:
- is Umar and Mimi

MySpace is:
not my space

Today:
tiring, im exhausted like hell, maybe im dying! NO

Tomorrow:
i dont want to see that face again

Party:
is better with orgies

QUESTIONS:
Is your cell phone beside you?
nope its in my arse, bodoh

Are you wearing pyjamas?
- pukul 6 petang pyjamas aper?

Are you mad?
- tired of it

Are you upset?
- boleh kate la

Last phone call?
- fendy mamak

Last time you cried?
- huh? soalan babi aper nieh?

List 2 favourite colours:
- ur anus

THIS MONTH HAVE YOU:
Made a new friend?
berjuta, haha chewahh, idk, aku x ingat kot, ko ingat aku x de life nak ingat saper aku kenal?

Fallen out of love?
- fallen and tripped, layed and never woke up.

Laughed until you almost cried?
- everytime! ala rindu kakak!

Met someone who changed your life?
- =|

Have you found out who your true friends and best friends were?
- aqila! eh no shes my sister, well idk, who cares! betray me please? hahah see if i care la kan

Wallpaper on your cell phone?
- my parrots

What's the most interesting thing that happened to you today?
- huh, theres nothing interesting on sundays bodoh

What's your favourite number?
-6

What is your current mood?
- tired la

Last people you hung out with?
- kakak ! ;(

What colour shirt are you wearing?
- red

Who’s car were you in last?
- my brother's

If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
- a million dollar

When is your birthday?
- 14/9

How do you feel about your hair right now?
- =|

How is your life?
- trying to make it happy

When is the last time you held hands with someone?
- 3 months ago.....?

You wake up as the opposite gender...what's the one thing you do?
- HOMG! HAKHAKHAKAHKAHAK! BERDEPOH!

Who did you last hug?
- my cat

Have you ever crawled through a window?
- hah yeaahhh

Where is your mom?
- tgh tending her orchids

Morning or night person?
both

What is the last movie you watched?
ouh anime aper ntah

Any cool scars?
i hate them =(

Things about the opposite sex that you first notice?
- potential shopping buddies baby

Who's your favourite person to drunk dial?
- HAKHAKHAKHAK, omg IDK

Would you ever dye your hair red?
- hahha ewww, only if im super fair, which im not

Last text says
- i got some fucking bonus point

Merisik la kot

2009-05-02T21:43:00.000-07:00

heh, kakak aku merisik, well

lets just say..

aku penat cam sial,

god, like i have to serve people.

U KNOW HOW MUCH I HATE THAT, im wayy to much of a plate-brought kid, so yeah, i dont agree to the terms where i have to serve people, but i did it anyway, for the sake of my sister la pun kot, klau x , jangan harap. cheh.

tired like fuck, aku tido cam beruang hibernate.

got some pictures, tu pun aku ngan dina, heh,

I HATE SERVING PEOPLE!

ps : i need more money. dad please be a fucking millionaire and make me happy =)

weary of me

2009-04-30T22:26:00.001-07:00

im afraid of myself, heh why?

well last night, took this quiz on facebook,"Could you Kill someone?" quiz and the result is It happens, you could kill.

hah, i know what you are thingking right now, that i think im all that, and stuff kan?

well, =)

u dont know how scary i can get.

when i think about it, these kill urges are wayy backkk into time, i mean, i have always wondered, fantasized about it. yup always did, always do i suppose, well its like those times when u have nothing to do and just stares blank and start to day dream, and my day dream was to kill, well it doesn't come around now days, probably because im occupied with exams and school and such. but when i think about it, its pretty scary.

i almost kill someone once, if i dont think throughly, i might push her down the staircase, sheesh, okee, writing this gives me the goosebumps.

well im not afraid now, since im busy and all that, but what about after SPM? will it come again? no idea, hope not, i dont want to be jason in friday the 13th, sheeshh.

note to self: exam is in tow weeks, study! spm is roughly in 193 days.

ps: JVAA