Movies, when it ends

u know those feelings, right after u watch movies and when its over, you would be like, thats it? i mean, its not like you are not statisfied with the ending, but some what that its too soon to be over?

heh, what am i rambling about here? i have no idea, does anybody else feels the same? no? yes?

well whatever, i just watched music and lyrics! YET AGAIN.

im sorry, i just love drew barrymore, LOVE HER.

you gotta, shes adorable, :D

micheal jackson

RIP MJ,

YOU WILL BE MISSED

DOGGY DOG DOGGY

i walked to home today and, woooahhhh,

theres a dog in front of my house, defending it, against me,

she was like barking mania mode.

i was like, im too tired for this mode.

ending up we screamed at each other for five minutes! lol,

and she backed off, i went in the house, called my dad, and asked him

me:WTF IS THAT THING IN FRONT OF THE GATE YELLING AT ME FOR?

dad: ouh, i picked it up

me: u did what? that thing almost kill me! its a she! can we keep it? :D

dad: feed her some leftover, bye

me: *hung up

lol hes gonna get pissed i didnt say bye bye.

anywayyy,

took a shower first, i smelled like pecan, what ever that is.

and scourge the fridge, and found some left over rice.

so i tried giving her that, FAILED!

so i tired some cat cookies( for ma cats, duhh) EPIC FAILED

i was really tired and giving up, but i cant just leave her hungry like that, i have grown to love animals since i was 3?

orrr maybe 4,

so i boiled a fish, and gave to her, OWNED.

lol she ate like, well a hungry dog would.

so yeah, yeay me!

but theres a collar around her neck, wondering if the previous owner didnt give her much of a food that she would stay at other people's house. hurmm

I WANT HER TO HAVE BABIES! I LOVE PUPPIES!

haram? who cares! at least i have the humanity values to take care of them. fuck u. :)

BLAh :0

skipped school again! yeay me?

pfft, trials are just months away, and im messing up my studies, goddammitttt.

can't i be born super smart so that i dont have to get through these kinds of things?

blame it on the genetic inheritances lol

and im still lazy to upload london's picture, like super lazy, it has been three weeks? blah :0

things in school are not going on so well either, well at least i know the backstabbers now, rather than after, FUUHHHH, BOY AM I GLAD OR WHAT!!!

ouh, did i tell u that im grounded till SPM
?

i dont think so,

well i am

coz i fled from home for like one night?

and my father freaks out and so does my mum, and they know i went with qila, and they banned (sp?) me from meeting her, ever! that SUCKS!

fuck it, whatever, i can do what i want, but for now, im gonna stick to my studies, heeee.

a lot of things had happened and im just too busy(lazy?) to update the blog, since i dont think anyone is reading right? geeee, im pathetic.

SONIA IS HOOKING UP WITH SOME FRENCH DUDE, JULIEN!!!

I LOLED. she sure get over things fast :)

results

i failed two subject, thanks ar, on top of that, i kene tuduh tiru, terime kaseh la,

well whatever, karma is always there :)

i want to go to Maldives. it fucking beautiful, fuck it

postcall

woot woot woot,

i swear to god, i dont have any idea what to write these days, im busy with my own life too ya know, lol

the most meaningful song ever?

Mama please stop cryin'
I can't stand the sound
Your pain is painful
And it's tearin' me down

I hear glasses breakin'
As I sit up in my bed
I told Dad you didn't mean
Those nasty things you said

You fight about money
'Bout me and my brother
And this I come home to
This is my shelter

It ain't easy, growin' up in World War III
Never knowin' what love could be
You'll see, I don't want love to destroy me
Like it has done my family

Can we work it out?
(Can we?)
Can we be a family?
(Can we?)
I promise I'll be better
(I promise)
Mommy, I'll do anything
(I'll do anything)

Can we work it out?
Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better
Daddy, please don't leave

Daddy please stop yelling
(Stop)
I can't stand the sound
(Can't stand the sound)
Make Mama stop cryin'
'Cause I need you around

My mama, she loves you
(I know it)
No matter what she says is true
I know that she hurts you
But remember I love you too

I ran away today
Ran from the noise, ran away
(Ran away)
Don't wanna go back to that place
But don't have no choice, no way

It ain't easy growin' up in World War III
Never knowin' what love could be
That I've seen, I don't want love to destroy me
(I don't want love to destroy me)
Like it did my family

Can we work it out?
(Can we work it?)
Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better
(I promise I'll do anything)
Mommy, I'll do anything
(To keep you better)

Can we work it out?
Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better
(I promise, I promise)
Daddy, please don't leave
(Stay)

In our family portrait
(In our family portrait)
We look pretty happy
(We look pretty happy)
Let's play pretend
(Let's play pretend)
Let's act like it comes naturally
(That's right)
(That's right)

I don't wanna have to split the holidays
(No, no)
I don't want two addresses
(No)
I don't want a stepbrother anyways
And I don't want my Mommy
Have to change her last name!

In our family portrait
We look pretty happy
We look pretty normal
Let's go back to that

In our family portrait
We look pretty happy
Let's play pretend
Act like it goes naturally

In our family portrait
(Can we work it out?)
We look pretty happy
(Can we be a family?)
We look pretty normal
(I promise I'll be better)
Let's go back to that
(Mommy I'll do anything)

In our family portrait
(Can we work it out?)
We look pretty happy
(Can we be a family?)
Let's play pretend
(I promise I'll be better)
Act like it goes naturally
(Daddy please don't leave)
Oh let's go back oh lets go back to that

In our family portrait
(Can we work it out?)
We look pretty happy
(Can we be a family?)
We look pretty normal
(I promise I'll be better)
Lets go back to that
(Mommy I'll do anything)

In our family portrait
(Can we work it out?)
We look pretty happy
(Can we be a family?)
We look pretty normal
(I promise I'll be better)
Let's go back to that
(Mommy I'll do anything)

Daddy don't leave
(Don't leave)
Daddy don't leave
(Don't leave)
Daddy don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Daddy turn around please

Remember that the night you left
You took my shining star
Daddy don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Don't leave us here alone

Mama'll be nicer
I'll be so much better
I'll tell my brother
I won't spill the milk at dinner

I'll be so much better
I'll do everything right
I'll be your little girl forever
I'll go to sleep at night

Back from London

it was cool,

the end