Racism, when will it stop?

Its tiring to hear all of these hate around you.

i dont understand.

why cant we just respect each other?

why do we have to prove whos right and whos wrong?

why do we have to argue?

why do we have to discriminate?

why do we have to judge?

why do we have to hate?

why do we have to compare?

issit that hard to smile and be nice?

issit that hard not to make a face when someone of a different race is greeting you?

issit that hard not to hate someone who has a different religion?

issit that hard to help someone of different races and religion?

Someone explain it to me, please?

Lets build a better world for Everyone, for the World, for Peace.

And you claimed that your civilized huh? Think Again. ;)

BEACH

ahhhh wouldnt it be nice to take a short break to an island all by yourself?

no one to intefere

no one to ruin your day

just you, and sea...

woohoo! man i miss Simpadan

PPD GOMBAK BENGAP KO TAHU?

they changed the time table, wow,

stupidity at its best

Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles

And I still need you,
And I still miss you,
And now I wonder...

this pain i cannot cure

it has been a year, its pathehic, its sick, its boring.

kakak where are u? :(

i wanna go out, away from this house.

im underappreciated and ignored.

kill me.

The Ultimate Anger?

mannn im soooo pissed off with every single fucking thing these days,

and i hate it when i tell them to knock it off and they still joke it around, fuck u, naseb baek ko bodoh aku pandai.

esok sejarah, wish me luck, whoever is reading this :D

Reminiscing :)

a childhood friend just added me on facebook, wawan :)

man it brings those old times we had together, hahha semua bende2 bodoh,

nostalgic isn't?

well sweet dreams world :)

mums getting weirdly cool? and preview for G.I.JOE and Paprika

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA

WHO AM I KIDDING ANYWAY?

well, we were watching wipeout, and suddenly my mum was like,

"ouh ouh i like this one, it looks like fun."

i was thinking to myself, is this another stupid dream? well, apparently it was pretty much the reality that i would never imagine happening.

and, well, she continued,

"i would have join this if i were young."

i couldnt hold it any longer, i bursted out laughing while getting downstairs, heh, sorry mum.

anyway,

i kinda watched G.I.JOE like last thursday, muahahahha, sneak out! well not really.

the movie overall was, well, boring, i mean, the storyline sucks,

but the fighting scenes are fucking awesome, and they have hot casts in play, which i adore every second of it :D

not the best movie of the year, but not bad.

last night, instead of studying, i watched Paprika, definately the most twisted and the most interesting anime movie out there, a must watch i would say.

if u have watched akira, and liked it, u definately should watch paprika, i dont even understand the whole movie yet, just the rough plot in my mind, definately have to watch it again to get the idea in my hard skull, lol

Lost and never found.

im have an emotinal crisis, yet AGAIN!

issit just me or bend2 cam nieh selalu jadi, right before exams or exams itself?

i hate doing things that i have to do!

eg, studying?

but i dont really feel like doing anything in the first place, aku nak lepak for the rest of my life time!

i want to take things easy, but obviously everything seems to be all tangled together, which pisses me off.

my school is a bitch, i swear

trial, ur a btich

okee trial is like in 18 hours, fuck?

and like ,i think im going to get NS, well i didnt get it in the first place, tp i think my father akan like daftar me or something, urgghh, whateverfuck.

so yeah, i need to get at least 6A.

I want to FAIL my SPM because i hate my family

i wanna move out.

i wanna die.

i dont believe in anything anymore.

i want to find my own place

ouh i just wanna get out of this house and find my own place, seriously tho, this sucks.

i just cant tolerate them anymore.

I Need to Spend the Money That I Dont Have

Holllllllyyyyy shhhiiiitttttt maaaaaaann!!!!

FUCK.

i wanna go shopping, like seriously tho.

i wana buy my nails products, hair products,

definately need new bags, some shoes, and lotttsss of clothing.

made a calculation and here it is,

Nail products : at least 100 bucks, better if 200.

Hair products : at least 200 bucks, better if 400.

Shoes: at least 800 bucks. better if 2k.

Bags: 2k?

Clothing: 4-5k??

current savings? 200 bucks, so yeah, lifes a bitch and ur sis is a 30 y/o virgin. heh.

i wish im just a lil bit richer :D

it would make all the differences in the world.

Reality? or its just another dream?

Sometimes, im confused between realities and dreams, i mean, what if, this is just a dream? like the other dreams that we didnt know that it was a dream until we woke up?

u know what i mean?

The thing is, i hate my current life, i dont even feel the point of living, i mean, its like, empty.

Theres so much space between me and my inner self. to add it up, i even hate everything, yes, that means i hate you too.

i need to be alone, but i dont want to. *sigh* i have a feeling that the next few post wil be emos. i realized that im just giving out too much, and not sincere to my own self. i feel like giving up, but i cant, i feel like telling you my fucking situation, but i cant and wont. you people wont understand anyway, you would just judge me like everyone would.

i just want to be happy, is that too much to ask?

Pinky toes

urgh, i need a drink, like seriously tho, everything is so messed up, i just wanna shut myself off from the world.

i dont want to go to school.

i dont want to talk to anybody.

i dont want to know anything.

u get what im trying to say here?

but obviously thats impossible, for my own future, i have to go to school. humans need to socialize, klau x lagi stress or whatever not.

i have tuition in 30 minutes. nak ponteng laaaa.

i hate it when things dont go as planned. at the moment, everything doesnt.

which in some way, make me stressed out like a fucking mad woman with a dead deaf husband.

SET ME FREE.

i feel safer here, in my own room, with the thick curtain blocking the god damned Sun and there only me, my hamsters, radio, and this lappy.

i could foreverly be happy if only human doesnt need to eat, pee, poop, and u know what i mean.

I WANNA HAVE SEX.

somehow, i think that is the only thing that will solve everything, okee not, kidding, lol.

i mean, i dont think im doing anything progressive at the moment, everything seems to be on standstill.

empty.

and im totally obsessed with the stupid rubik cube, tho i dont own any. plan to buy one tho. lol.

I WANNA GET RICH.

i need to planned something that will gran me alot of money in short terms. heh, but money doenst come that easily now do they?

and fuck with perfect english, even caucasians themselves, well most of them, do not use perfect english, and we asians are so proud if we are able to speak perfect english.

takde budaya sendiri ker aper?

the end.

Half of A Dozen Rodent Babies.

i woke up at 0630 today, tho i felt like sleeping for the rest of the day, well, u know, Monday blues.

after getting ready for school, i saw my hamsters running together in the cage, out of curiosity, i approached and observed...OBSCENE!

they were having sex while running while punching each other. Obviously the first thing that ran into my mind was , BABIES.

weeee :D

so, in 16-18 days, im expecting around 6 babies. well, that is if they are fertile enough, meaning that i have to get another cage for the male, i found a great one at a pet store, for RM85. heeee.

time to 'pau' my dad for money, or just take it as i wish, :D

Aside from that, we had chemistry ceramah today, done by our own Puan Jaspal. its a bit dry, and teacher looked bored also. heh.

later on tonight, i called kakak, which was at 8? she was lepaking with fareez and shah, and watever not.

i wish i could be there, ouh well, SUCK IT.

trial is in 14 days, theres no choise, im going to fuck it up again, :|

Getting out of this boredom

fuck, spm in what, three months now? :|

trial in 17 days?

and im 0% prepared, great.

i feel like running away to New Zealand with my pets, and build a woodshed and live there and die.

IMPOSSIBLE.

bcoz i wanna get rich, seriously tho. moneeyyy iss thee shitt nowdays.

money is not everything, but, everything is about money.