the school's bell rangs,
it was already near nightfall,
people rushed out of the classroom,
and soon,
the hall was crowded with students,
but i kept my pace slow,
theres no rush,
theres nothing to catch to,
theres nothing to look forward for,
as you were everything for me,
i walked slowly,
kept looking at the rough naked cement floor,
i was sure most of the students would be gone by now,
whilst walking along the corridor,
i turned to see the sunset,
its a wonderful sight,
and i was soon bring to reality when a flock of birds flew above me,
they looked, somehow free, from the clucth of the world.
suddently,
u came from the other corner,
and i frooze,i do not know why,
but...
my heart was filled with emotions,
anger,sadness and confusion,
of course, you would act as if i was not there,
and it aches me,
knowing that,
how we used to be,
a big strong friendship tree,
now turned into dust.
you passed me by,
without even looking at me,
but what did i expect?
you do not want anything to do with me anymore,
it is over,
and im trying to accept it,
hard.
i wished i realized it then,
that you were controlling me,
well, i did have doubts,
but i was afraid,
of the thrth,
becuase i was really happy,
back then,
i still am, if i think it back,
i know it would not last long,
it was just impossible,
we were torn by the world we live in.
we live in two different reality,
but still, i still hope for it,
to happen.
but i kept walking alone,
in the hall,
the corridor lights were on,
it was getting darker,
with the heart as heavy as iron,
i heaved myself not to give up.
i will try,
and we shall see how long i will last,
until i am lost.
forever.