distance

the school's bell rangs,

it was already near nightfall,

people rushed out of the classroom,

and soon,

the hall was crowded with students,

but i kept my pace slow,

theres no rush,

theres nothing to catch to,

theres nothing to look forward for,

as you were everything for me,

i walked slowly,

kept looking at the rough naked cement floor,

i was sure most of the students would be gone by now,

whilst walking along the corridor,

i turned to see the sunset,

its a wonderful sight,

and i was soon bring to reality when a flock of birds flew above me,

they looked, somehow free, from the clucth of the world.

suddently,

u came from the other corner,

and i frooze,i do not know why,

but...

my heart was filled with emotions,

anger,sadness and confusion,

of course, you would act as if i was not there,

and it aches me,

knowing that,

how we used to be,

a big strong friendship tree,

now turned into dust.

you passed me by,

without even looking at me,

but what did i expect?

you do not want anything to do with me anymore,

it is over,

and im trying to accept it,

hard.

i wished i realized it then,

that you were controlling me,

well, i did have doubts,

but i was afraid,

of the thrth,

becuase i was really happy,

back then,

i still am, if i think it back,

i know it would not last long,

it was just impossible,

we were torn by the world we live in.

we live in two different reality,

but still, i still hope for it,

to happen.

but i kept walking alone,

in the hall,

the corridor lights were on,

it was getting darker,

with the heart as heavy as iron,

i heaved myself not to give up.

i will try,

and we shall see how long i will last,

until i am lost.

forever.