Anime Review

Natsume Yuujinchou

An anime i never knew i would love so much. It is a slow paced anime, but satisfying. i assure you, you will not regret watching this.

i especially like the music in this particular anime.

if u want to watch it, please proceed to www.animecrazy.net or www.anilinkz.com

actually, i even cried on the 6th or 7th episode. like wth right?

this anime airs for two seasons, and im not sure if they are airing the third one or not. i hope they do tho, nonetheless the manga for this anime is still publishing.

When you got the chance to fly, but u got no wings to flap. - story of my life.

So, the great news is that i got my own car! yeay me, a SE myvi.

but, the downfall is that i have not get my licence, YET!

so i just cant wait to get it on the road like yeah - singing party in the USA.

this is what happened when u are a fashion addict

hye, i have a confession to make, im a fashion addict.

The right thing to do? no credit cards. Boy am i glad, i mean, i literally can spend around 2k a day on clothes and shoes. So, imagine if u will if i have like 10k limit credit card, or better yet, 100k.. all those louis vuittons...damn.

Thankfully, im smart enough not to have any, but what im afraid the most is that i might need it in the not so distant future. Lets face it, credit card has a lot of benefits, like...shopping without seeing the cash going out? lol.

I really need to control myself, damn.

How about you? Are u a big spender? I am, but only on cheap things, well, cheap is not quite the word, but u get what i mean.

Sorry, its addictive.

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lolo says:

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lolo says:

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lolo says:

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lolo says:

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The following message could not be delivered to all recipients:

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lolo says:

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lolo says:

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Phillismontgomery66n@hotmail.com says:

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lolo says:

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yes im male

but unfortunately honey im gay

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lolo says:

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lolo says:

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yes i do but not with strangers

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I mean... Do you want to see me on my cam?

lolo says:

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and incase ur missing the point

im gay

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lolo says:

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lolo says:

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lolo says:

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u are going to get me money

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i know, i dont have a life, but i own it? wtf?

My love life is pathetically sad

Pathetically sad? i dont even know if that is even right.

If u read my previous posts, you would probably know about a guy that i cant get over with. for like a year. more than a year. But i never really tell it in detail. so i might.

maybe.

So, okee, i was 13? first year in high school. He was a teaser, a bitch, a jerk. Lets put it this way, the last person on earth that i would ever fall in love with. But he became my friend. and over the years he became my best friend, we loved to get on each other's nerve and laugh about it later on. ahh such memories.

Shit, im kinda busy, will continue on later, peace out!

Death

ahh death, it seems that every single living things have to experience it at the end of their life, obviously.

but then, what about the afterlife? do you believe in it? i certainly do. im a muslim, lol. then again, i wont explain to you how life in afterlife is like in Islam, coz well, lets put it this way, im not that religious and there are many other things that i dont know of.

Speaking of death, im the type of person who cant deal with death much.

Sometimes i get so afraid of it that i wished im dead. make any sense? dont think so, i mean, the people around me, my family, friends and such. im so afraid that they are going to die. i mean, the close ones of course.

I just dont know how i would be able to cope with it. knowing that they are not there....forever.

thinking about it gives me a heartache already.

I used to love cats, i mean i still do, just not as before. when i was 11, i had this grey cat, named debab, and i would sleep with him every night. He had a scar on his front paw, and his jaw were cut in half when he was a teen. he got that from sleeping in the car's fan. He was so close to me, you could say that he was my best friend, one of the best i ever had.

and so, one day he disappeared, for days.

Later on i found that he was dead. i didnt know how to react, so i would cry every night. till god knows when, and ever since, i was so afraid of death of the people i love, especially my parents, they traveled a lot and i was so afraid that something could happened to them. and that fear goes on for years..no, till now.

and so years passed and i was 14, i got 2 persian + scotish black and white female cats for my birthday, and one in particular, named sayang, i loved very much. they were always in my room but one day, sayang escaped through the bathroom's window. and everyday i would search for her. until one day, when i saw a black and white furry animal lying on the ground, i thought it was a dead skunk, but malaysia does not have any skunks, so i realized that it was her body, lay motionless, on the ground, and half of her stomach was gone....i was so affected by that incident that i grew thin. over time, i healed. but i was not the same.

so ever since then, i tried not to love any cats i own. them dying is just too painful for me to bear...and the thoughts that humans that im close with are going to be gone too...is just..hurtful to think of.

The Conflict

Ahhh, the news now are fussed with the conflict of using the Allah's name in the bible, and now, some church were attempted to be bombed.

well, if no one didnt even start such commotion in the first place, obviously things like these would not happen in the first place, think again guys.

for peace sake, cant we just live without conflicts? why put the colour of our skin and religion between us? what good does it make?

Hear me out

i dont really care if u think that me being me, a bitchy gay is wrong.

i couldnt careless of what you think, because im quite content with myself. why should i change for you? I do things for myself, my own benefits, an opinion from a stranger like you wouldnt matter, never will be.

you are just one out of hundreds who said that its wrong, you are just one of the hundreds that i dont give a shit about

:)

Broken Bridge

I asked my my mum about being in the fashion industry, she has no confidence that i can actually be a fashion designer, so yeah.

It seems that i must figure what career next to choose :|

ouh how i wish my father has a multi-millionaire company that i could take over. lol.

Life is a box of chocolate, no, its more like the game minesweeper.

wasssuppp homeeee, lol

sorry, been away too long, i know, but what can i say been busy and shit.

so i had my hair rebonds today, so its a little weird now, but i know it will come around.

im looking for a job tho, i need money, i need it for....well lots of things.

im still thinking of my future career, its still undecided of what i want to be, i do not want to take the wrong step and regret for the rest of my life, you dont make for happiness, you look for it.

So, now, life seems moving at a slow pace. i have two months till my spm result. sigh.