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hey

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Cara nak register.

1.klik http://www.catcheye.com.my/?r=33751

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3.isi maklumat diri,IC dan alamat (penting sebab cek dihantar berdasarkan ini selepas cukup RM50)

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much appreciated if u do

much love,

haris

Roboski hamsters for sale.

selling roboski hamsters for rm 20.

contact me at bambamyeye@hotmail.com

Blogger is so lame

i think im leaving, find me here

http://limehoneystrawberrytea.tumblr.com/

14 Days to Death

ahh, i have got exactly two weeks to study, before the big exam, so wish me luck! and im sorry if i posted crappy stuff on the blog i mean really, i wish i have time to do so, so forgive me?

anyway, im thinking of working after spm, or even start my own clothing line, who knows, so make short independent movies, hahah god knows what.

and say, i might really moving to tumblr, might, or maybe both, here more on my personal life, and tumblr for pictures? hurmm

anyway, thank you for reading ;)

Random Song

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

I shouldn't have cared

People warned me to ignore it.

but i didnt listen.

and now, i have to pay the price, serve me right?

people told me to be weary of you.

but i ignored them.

and now, i have learned that u dont care. was that right?

people told me to forget about you.

but i couldnt.

and now, im in despair and u dont care. stupid right?

i should have known. i should have...

A bad day

cant i be happy just for a day? sigh.

48 more days to spm, FUCK

Raya

Me dad

Baby hammies

Uploding from mobile

New hamster

Meet shima :-)

AT LAST!!

i FINALLY got my own twitter! add me bitches.

http://twitter.com/thisfagtalks

Twitter?

Hurm, im still considering of making a twitter account, i mean, i cant just see the point of telling everybody what u are doing unless ur a celebrity. maybe an account just to follow ellen? lol. heh.

ouh and my baby hammies start to grow fur! awww they are so cute they make me wanna squish the fuild out of them...okee maybe not,lol

This is sad

i found this in a description on youtube, the video was about a dog basically. but shes dead. this is what the owner/mummy? wrote about her.

Here is my german shepherd Shelby.
She hates the vacuum, so my son took the attachment while Shelby was on the floor and put it next to her. Every time he put the attachment next to Shelby, she showed her teeth. This action in no way abused her or hurt her. Shelby understands we were simply goofing on her. Shelby knows she is very much loved and appreciated. Why people think it's mean, I don't know... maybe lack of sense of humor.

This video has now become a classic.

Our beloved Shelby had to be put to sleep on September 23rd 2008, due to an unknown illness. In May 2008 I let her outside to play, I meant to change her water bucket for the day, but before I had a chance to, she drank some water from her bucket and developed what I believe was a bacterial infection. A few days later, she started throwing up yellow bile and wouldn't eat, so we took her to the veterinarian. He gave her some medication that appeared to have stopped whatever it was. Then four months later after we moved into our new home, the symptoms appeared again, only this time Shelby went from 80 lbs to 60lbs. She started showing sign of fatigue and wouldnt eat. All she would do is lay around, she had no energy to move.

Two different veterinarians in Florida couldn't figure out what was wrong with her. They did nothing for Shelby, and when her health deteriorated very badly on Monday September 22nd, their response was, we dont know whats wrong with her, but you can drive to Stuart Florida and pay $500 to have them take a look at her. We didnt have $500 upfront, and they wouldnt even look at Shelby without it. Based upon Shelby's condition the morning of September 23rd, we made the decision to put her to sleep. She lost 20 lbs and wouldn't eat, drink or go the bathroom. I wasn't about to let her continue in the state she was in. The decision my husband and I made, killed a part of me inside, that wound will never heal. To have to look at her beautiful face and have to put her to sleep was more than I could bear. I got to hold her and love her before they put her to sleep. I told her how I would never forget her, and how much fun we had together. I still cry over her. I miss her so much. I have so many videos of Shelby and they all bring me great joy. She had a great life and was well cared for by me while she was here. There wasn't any place I could go in my house or outside without her following me and wanting to be by my side. I will miss her laying at my feet, and always being able to look down at her and smile, and rub my feet over her head, always knowing she was there loving me as much as I was loving her. I kept all her babies (stuffed animals), her favorite football, her blankets, leash). I don't have the heart to get rid of them.

This is one of the most painful things I've had to go through in my life. I am so sad without my beloved Shelby. I was so blessed to have had such a sweet, loving, loyal friend. The house is so empty without Shelby. I had to pick up her favorite football from the yard and put away her home. It was torture to see her home when we got back from the vet, knowing she would never sleep there again.

All I can say, is if your going to get a German Shepherd, be prepared for the best friend you will ever have, and also be prepared for the devastation, when that fury warm devoted friend is gone. There is no love, nor pain like it.

In closing, knowing the pain that I feel now because I have lost my Shelby, I would do it all over again, just to be able to spend that time with her again.

I love you Shelby girl, you will always be my puppy.

In loving memory of Shelby Taylor
9/19/03 - 9/23/08

John 3:16, For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, (Jesus) that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

for those who wants to view the video : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UeQ4okHQhYA&feature=related

Funny XD

i found this in the youtube comment, made me laugh my arse off.

-------joke----
Girl: "Forgive me father for I have sinned."
Priest: "What have you done my child?"
Girl: "I called a man a son of a bitch."
Priest: "Why did you call him a son of a bitch?"

Girl: "Because he touched my hand."
Priest: "Like this?" (as he touches her hand)
Girl: "Yes father."
Priest: "That's no reason to call a man a son of a bitch."
Girl: "Then he touched my breast."
Priest: "Like this?" (as he touched her breast)
Girl: "Yes father."
Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bitch."
Girl: "Then he took off my clothes, father."Priest: "Like this?" (as he takes off her clothes)

Girl: "Yes father."
Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bitch."
Girl: "Then he stuck his you know what into my you know where."
Priest: "Like this?" (as he stuck his you know what into her you know where)
Girl: "YES FATHER, YES FATHER, YES FATHER!!!"
Priest: (after a few minutes): "That's no reason to call him a son of a bitch."
Girl: "But father he had AIDS!"
Priest: "THAT SON OF A BITCH!!!"

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

Five Babies

yeay, my hamsters have birth to 5 healthy babies! i hope they would survive, since the mother sucks at parentingthe one in the pink cage is the mother and the babies, and in the orange is the father, he seems restless tho, but i had no choice, i dont want to take the risk. lol

well as im typing this, the father is out of the cage! lol. i hope he knows the way back into the cage.

Apart from that, i really really miss my old hair. urghh.

man i was hot, lol, NOW IM FRIGGING UGLY WITH THE CURLY HAIR BACK ON. and bloody pimples. lol

okee, i think i need an iphone now

HOLLYY SHITT ITSS FUCKING AWESOME.

i need one, please? lol

I WANT TO FUCKING UNLOCK WHATEVER CRAP THERE IS IN THE FUCKING PHONE!

its awesome, but i need to pay for itune then, and i want the games

so i have to pay for that as well. ARRGGGHH

Sunset

I want a picture of me being kissed on a relaxer at the beach with the sunset being the background, that would be fucking awesome, ahhhh and i want to be one whos leaning against the relaxer, MAN I WANT TO DO IT NOW LA!!!

lol

okee im bored, help???

Naruto anyone?

woahh, a lot of you must have been thinking of how childish i am, to even read the manga, let alone wait the anime, but i must say, ITS FUCKING AWESOME!!!!

especially the manga, ouh man, its like dude, its like. i hate to use this word, but man it was EPIC!!!!

i swear you people better go and watch it, lol.

other than naruto i have also been following up with bleach and one piece! tho i have to say that, one piece comes first, then naruto then bleach.

my fav character in naruto would be gaara, MAN HES FUCKING AWESOME. AHHH!!!!

in one piece it would be zorro, MAN HES FUCKING HOOOTTTTT.

and in bleach it would be, urmmm, this is a hard one, ouh i think it would be, wait maybe none, because they are all awesome, and fucking hhooottt tooo, AHHHH FUCK THE HOTNESS

Missing In Action

It has been a while since my last post. Well, frankly i have been busy with exams, and what not.

Just so u know, i have got a new niece, shes like a week old now, her name is Raja Shasha Qistina, wait, im not sure about the Raja tho,

Its funny how her elder sister, Dina, tries to get all the intention in the world because she is jealous of her baby sister but at the same time, loves Shasha a lot.

My grades have not been so good so far, so basically i have to back everything up. since everything is so fucked up.

I just hope that i will give my best and not regret it later on in life.

much love,

haris.

ps: thank you for the birthday wishes, especially 'you', although you might tell others that you were just doing it because you were bored, but to me, at least you remembered. :)

Review for Spirit(2002)

This movie was released 7 years ago, and yes i realised that. I was 10 at that time, and i wanted to watch it so much, but, well, since i dont really go out that much ( my family is not the outgoing type, so dont blame me for being a lil antisocial)

anyway, since then, i have been wanting to watch this movie, and wow i just watch it today. let me tell you something, the graphics can get sucky at one point and at the beginning it was a little bit boring, but let me tell ya, thats the only bad part about the movie!

OUH MY GOD, i mean seriously, the story line is amazing! just when u thought things couldn't got worst, IT SURE DID, YES MA'AM.

The Horses are Gorgeous too! i mean HOT, takes me back of my horse riding childhood, dammit, and now im stuck at rawang with no Horse Club. GREAT.

anyway, seriously tho, watch the god-dammed movie.

this is the best version

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3g07eCJef38

HURRY UP BEFORE YOUTUBE DELETES IT!

if u haven't watch the movie yet that is :)

and the main characther, Spirit, is voiced ( issit even the right term? seriously?) by Matt Damon!

I KNOW, NOW SHUT UP.

and watch it, bye :D

New Blog

visit me here http://limehoneystrawberrytea.tumblr.com/

im not sure to comtinue both, or just cut this one off. hurm suggestions?

Hey Guys!

woohooo

well i just made another blog at tumblr, but its private, so sorry guys! lol

anyway

check out what rae sent me

a picture from supposely the infamous PEREZ HILTON!

hahahah

man, i never like him in the first place, i mean he thinks hes all that, when hes fucking not besides he called fergie a fugly, well dude, u should fucking check your mother fucking face first.

I MEAN SERIOUSLY, DONT FUCKING CALL PEOPLE THAT THEY ARE MOTHER FUCKING UGLY WHEN YOU LOOK LIKE A WRECK!

seriously tho, like wtf man?

a new blog? what do you have to say?

im thinking of making a new blog, at tumblr.com,

why would I want to make a new one?

well obviously because idk, i think its way better than blogger. hurm idk, we'll see

Trapped in vague emotions

haha is grammar is even right?

Undoubtly, i feel restless as the clock is ticking, chemist paper 1 and 2 are on friday, which already is, seeing at its 00.00 am.

i hope i would not mess up as i did for today's paper, haish.

bye

I thought i heard a cry

its 3 am and at 7 im going to sit for my exams,

ah my god...

basically im pissed off with everything, and i mean everything,

stupid keyboard. lol

i need to see a doctor. ASAP?

Racism, when will it stop?

Its tiring to hear all of these hate around you.

i dont understand.

why cant we just respect each other?

why do we have to prove whos right and whos wrong?

why do we have to argue?

why do we have to discriminate?

why do we have to judge?

why do we have to hate?

why do we have to compare?

issit that hard to smile and be nice?

issit that hard not to make a face when someone of a different race is greeting you?

issit that hard not to hate someone who has a different religion?

issit that hard to help someone of different races and religion?

Someone explain it to me, please?

Lets build a better world for Everyone, for the World, for Peace.

And you claimed that your civilized huh? Think Again. ;)

BEACH

ahhhh wouldnt it be nice to take a short break to an island all by yourself?

no one to intefere

no one to ruin your day

just you, and sea...

woohoo! man i miss Simpadan

PPD GOMBAK BENGAP KO TAHU?

they changed the time table, wow,

stupidity at its best

Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles

And I still need you,
And I still miss you,
And now I wonder...

this pain i cannot cure

it has been a year, its pathehic, its sick, its boring.

kakak where are u? :(

i wanna go out, away from this house.

im underappreciated and ignored.

kill me.

The Ultimate Anger?

mannn im soooo pissed off with every single fucking thing these days,

and i hate it when i tell them to knock it off and they still joke it around, fuck u, naseb baek ko bodoh aku pandai.

esok sejarah, wish me luck, whoever is reading this :D

Reminiscing :)

a childhood friend just added me on facebook, wawan :)

man it brings those old times we had together, hahha semua bende2 bodoh,

nostalgic isn't?

well sweet dreams world :)

mums getting weirdly cool? and preview for G.I.JOE and Paprika

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA

WHO AM I KIDDING ANYWAY?

well, we were watching wipeout, and suddenly my mum was like,

"ouh ouh i like this one, it looks like fun."

i was thinking to myself, is this another stupid dream? well, apparently it was pretty much the reality that i would never imagine happening.

and, well, she continued,

"i would have join this if i were young."

i couldnt hold it any longer, i bursted out laughing while getting downstairs, heh, sorry mum.

anyway,

i kinda watched G.I.JOE like last thursday, muahahahha, sneak out! well not really.

the movie overall was, well, boring, i mean, the storyline sucks,

but the fighting scenes are fucking awesome, and they have hot casts in play, which i adore every second of it :D

not the best movie of the year, but not bad.

last night, instead of studying, i watched Paprika, definately the most twisted and the most interesting anime movie out there, a must watch i would say.

if u have watched akira, and liked it, u definately should watch paprika, i dont even understand the whole movie yet, just the rough plot in my mind, definately have to watch it again to get the idea in my hard skull, lol

Lost and never found.

im have an emotinal crisis, yet AGAIN!

issit just me or bend2 cam nieh selalu jadi, right before exams or exams itself?

i hate doing things that i have to do!

eg, studying?

but i dont really feel like doing anything in the first place, aku nak lepak for the rest of my life time!

i want to take things easy, but obviously everything seems to be all tangled together, which pisses me off.

my school is a bitch, i swear

trial, ur a btich

okee trial is like in 18 hours, fuck?

and like ,i think im going to get NS, well i didnt get it in the first place, tp i think my father akan like daftar me or something, urgghh, whateverfuck.

so yeah, i need to get at least 6A.

I want to FAIL my SPM because i hate my family

i wanna move out.

i wanna die.

i dont believe in anything anymore.

i want to find my own place

ouh i just wanna get out of this house and find my own place, seriously tho, this sucks.

i just cant tolerate them anymore.

I Need to Spend the Money That I Dont Have

Holllllllyyyyy shhhiiiitttttt maaaaaaann!!!!

FUCK.

i wanna go shopping, like seriously tho.

i wana buy my nails products, hair products,

definately need new bags, some shoes, and lotttsss of clothing.

made a calculation and here it is,

Nail products : at least 100 bucks, better if 200.

Hair products : at least 200 bucks, better if 400.

Shoes: at least 800 bucks. better if 2k.

Bags: 2k?

Clothing: 4-5k??

current savings? 200 bucks, so yeah, lifes a bitch and ur sis is a 30 y/o virgin. heh.

i wish im just a lil bit richer :D

it would make all the differences in the world.

Reality? or its just another dream?

Sometimes, im confused between realities and dreams, i mean, what if, this is just a dream? like the other dreams that we didnt know that it was a dream until we woke up?

u know what i mean?

The thing is, i hate my current life, i dont even feel the point of living, i mean, its like, empty.

Theres so much space between me and my inner self. to add it up, i even hate everything, yes, that means i hate you too.

i need to be alone, but i dont want to. *sigh* i have a feeling that the next few post wil be emos. i realized that im just giving out too much, and not sincere to my own self. i feel like giving up, but i cant, i feel like telling you my fucking situation, but i cant and wont. you people wont understand anyway, you would just judge me like everyone would.

i just want to be happy, is that too much to ask?

Pinky toes

urgh, i need a drink, like seriously tho, everything is so messed up, i just wanna shut myself off from the world.

i dont want to go to school.

i dont want to talk to anybody.

i dont want to know anything.

u get what im trying to say here?

but obviously thats impossible, for my own future, i have to go to school. humans need to socialize, klau x lagi stress or whatever not.

i have tuition in 30 minutes. nak ponteng laaaa.

i hate it when things dont go as planned. at the moment, everything doesnt.

which in some way, make me stressed out like a fucking mad woman with a dead deaf husband.

SET ME FREE.

i feel safer here, in my own room, with the thick curtain blocking the god damned Sun and there only me, my hamsters, radio, and this lappy.

i could foreverly be happy if only human doesnt need to eat, pee, poop, and u know what i mean.

I WANNA HAVE SEX.

somehow, i think that is the only thing that will solve everything, okee not, kidding, lol.

i mean, i dont think im doing anything progressive at the moment, everything seems to be on standstill.

empty.

and im totally obsessed with the stupid rubik cube, tho i dont own any. plan to buy one tho. lol.

I WANNA GET RICH.

i need to planned something that will gran me alot of money in short terms. heh, but money doenst come that easily now do they?

and fuck with perfect english, even caucasians themselves, well most of them, do not use perfect english, and we asians are so proud if we are able to speak perfect english.

takde budaya sendiri ker aper?

the end.

Half of A Dozen Rodent Babies.

i woke up at 0630 today, tho i felt like sleeping for the rest of the day, well, u know, Monday blues.

after getting ready for school, i saw my hamsters running together in the cage, out of curiosity, i approached and observed...OBSCENE!

they were having sex while running while punching each other. Obviously the first thing that ran into my mind was , BABIES.

weeee :D

so, in 16-18 days, im expecting around 6 babies. well, that is if they are fertile enough, meaning that i have to get another cage for the male, i found a great one at a pet store, for RM85. heeee.

time to 'pau' my dad for money, or just take it as i wish, :D

Aside from that, we had chemistry ceramah today, done by our own Puan Jaspal. its a bit dry, and teacher looked bored also. heh.

later on tonight, i called kakak, which was at 8? she was lepaking with fareez and shah, and watever not.

i wish i could be there, ouh well, SUCK IT.

trial is in 14 days, theres no choise, im going to fuck it up again, :|

Getting out of this boredom

fuck, spm in what, three months now? :|

trial in 17 days?

and im 0% prepared, great.

i feel like running away to New Zealand with my pets, and build a woodshed and live there and die.

IMPOSSIBLE.

bcoz i wanna get rich, seriously tho. moneeyyy iss thee shitt nowdays.

money is not everything, but, everything is about money.

Trust me, Im just plain blank.

i havent update my blog for weeks, just dont have anything smart to write about?

or im justtt down rightt lazzyy.

well last wednesday i tried to save three baby swallow birds. because their nest got destroyed, so i have to take them home, they lasted for like 4 days, and died. :|

my brother said its because lack of heat. i thought they would be okee but :|

just in 4 days i started to love them, and when they died, :| well

they died :|

and im tired of getting grounded, i wanna go out, but since my parents forbid me to go out with qila, well i dont want to go out with anyone else, and we know that our parents have been contacting each other, cam chibai :|

its a bad week, and trial is just like in 19 days :|

panic time :|

i wish i could enjoy life a lil bit more, what i want most nowto be at a beautiful beach and sit on a relaxer and with qila and fareez on the sand making out and my golden retriever playing around with a ball :|

i want a puppyy goddammit.

but father wont let me, kecoh la sial

names for my babies

i just got2 hamsters,

and idk what to name them,

ideas anyone?

AVATAR : The Last Airbender

yes, i do watch it, all 3 series, well in the third currently, since they are created by americans, they have jokes that i actually understand, unlike british's. i have no clue what their jokes are sometimes.

no seriously tho, i laughed my arse off watching this, so everyone should too!

Indonesian Maids? FUCK THEM ALL

the fucking news highlighted that maids are being abused,

WELL GUESS FUCKING WHAT?

WHAT ABOUT THE MAIDS WHO ABUSE CHILDREN?

LET ALONE MURDERED THEM?

OR FUCKING ASK THEIR FUCKING MALE INDONS WORKER TO FUCKING ROBE THE FUCKING HOUSES,

AND THE WORST! EVEN KILL THEM???

im not saying all indonesians are barbarians, even i have sumatrian's blood, BUT,

MAJORITY ARE FUCKING MENTALLY RETARDED FUCKERS.

seriosuly, i know im a bit emotional and i should only judge people individually BUT THIS TOO FAR

our fucking news papers never showed the picture that children are abused by maid, but when a maid got abuseddddd,

THEIR COUNTRY WANTS TO START A WAR WITH US!

well guess what?

FUCK U, FUCK U WITH SOMETHING HARD AND SAND PAPERY.

FUCK I HAVE FORGOTTEN

my london's pictures!!!! goddamit.

mouth foot and hands disease?

lol, apperantly, im diagnosed with mouth hands and foot disease, which is meant for ten year olds and below, great.

well i had it 5 days ago and its getting better, except for the fact that the ulcers in the mouth really hurt!

had a seminar today, cara menjawab biology or something, a total waste of time, seriously.

ouh i watched transfomers 2 a week ago

woahhh, it was boring, i mean the graphic was super and everthing but the storyline is kinda boring, tho i reckon that the book would be better, in most cases it is.

ouh and the dog that i was blogging about earlier, she disappered the day after, lol.

and i cant wait for september, and kinda nervous too actually :D

Movies, when it ends

u know those feelings, right after u watch movies and when its over, you would be like, thats it? i mean, its not like you are not statisfied with the ending, but some what that its too soon to be over?

heh, what am i rambling about here? i have no idea, does anybody else feels the same? no? yes?

well whatever, i just watched music and lyrics! YET AGAIN.

im sorry, i just love drew barrymore, LOVE HER.

you gotta, shes adorable, :D

micheal jackson

RIP MJ,

YOU WILL BE MISSED

DOGGY DOG DOGGY

i walked to home today and, woooahhhh,

theres a dog in front of my house, defending it, against me,

she was like barking mania mode.

i was like, im too tired for this mode.

ending up we screamed at each other for five minutes! lol,

and she backed off, i went in the house, called my dad, and asked him

me:WTF IS THAT THING IN FRONT OF THE GATE YELLING AT ME FOR?

dad: ouh, i picked it up

me: u did what? that thing almost kill me! its a she! can we keep it? :D

dad: feed her some leftover, bye

me: *hung up

lol hes gonna get pissed i didnt say bye bye.

anywayyy,

took a shower first, i smelled like pecan, what ever that is.

and scourge the fridge, and found some left over rice.

so i tried giving her that, FAILED!

so i tired some cat cookies( for ma cats, duhh) EPIC FAILED

i was really tired and giving up, but i cant just leave her hungry like that, i have grown to love animals since i was 3?

orrr maybe 4,

so i boiled a fish, and gave to her, OWNED.

lol she ate like, well a hungry dog would.

so yeah, yeay me!

but theres a collar around her neck, wondering if the previous owner didnt give her much of a food that she would stay at other people's house. hurmm

I WANT HER TO HAVE BABIES! I LOVE PUPPIES!

haram? who cares! at least i have the humanity values to take care of them. fuck u. :)

BLAh :0

skipped school again! yeay me?

pfft, trials are just months away, and im messing up my studies, goddammitttt.

can't i be born super smart so that i dont have to get through these kinds of things?

blame it on the genetic inheritances lol

and im still lazy to upload london's picture, like super lazy, it has been three weeks? blah :0

things in school are not going on so well either, well at least i know the backstabbers now, rather than after, FUUHHHH, BOY AM I GLAD OR WHAT!!!

ouh, did i tell u that im grounded till SPM
?

i dont think so,

well i am

coz i fled from home for like one night?

and my father freaks out and so does my mum, and they know i went with qila, and they banned (sp?) me from meeting her, ever! that SUCKS!

fuck it, whatever, i can do what i want, but for now, im gonna stick to my studies, heeee.

a lot of things had happened and im just too busy(lazy?) to update the blog, since i dont think anyone is reading right? geeee, im pathetic.

SONIA IS HOOKING UP WITH SOME FRENCH DUDE, JULIEN!!!

I LOLED. she sure get over things fast :)

results

i failed two subject, thanks ar, on top of that, i kene tuduh tiru, terime kaseh la,

well whatever, karma is always there :)

i want to go to Maldives. it fucking beautiful, fuck it

postcall

woot woot woot,

i swear to god, i dont have any idea what to write these days, im busy with my own life too ya know, lol

the most meaningful song ever?

Mama please stop cryin'
I can't stand the sound
Your pain is painful
And it's tearin' me down

I hear glasses breakin'
As I sit up in my bed
I told Dad you didn't mean
Those nasty things you said

You fight about money
'Bout me and my brother
And this I come home to
This is my shelter

It ain't easy, growin' up in World War III
Never knowin' what love could be
You'll see, I don't want love to destroy me
Like it has done my family

Can we work it out?
(Can we?)
Can we be a family?
(Can we?)
I promise I'll be better
(I promise)
Mommy, I'll do anything
(I'll do anything)

Can we work it out?
Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better
Daddy, please don't leave

Daddy please stop yelling
(Stop)
I can't stand the sound
(Can't stand the sound)
Make Mama stop cryin'
'Cause I need you around

My mama, she loves you
(I know it)
No matter what she says is true
I know that she hurts you
But remember I love you too

I ran away today
Ran from the noise, ran away
(Ran away)
Don't wanna go back to that place
But don't have no choice, no way

It ain't easy growin' up in World War III
Never knowin' what love could be
That I've seen, I don't want love to destroy me
(I don't want love to destroy me)
Like it did my family

Can we work it out?
(Can we work it?)
Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better
(I promise I'll do anything)
Mommy, I'll do anything
(To keep you better)

Can we work it out?
Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better
(I promise, I promise)
Daddy, please don't leave
(Stay)

In our family portrait
(In our family portrait)
We look pretty happy
(We look pretty happy)
Let's play pretend
(Let's play pretend)
Let's act like it comes naturally
(That's right)
(That's right)

I don't wanna have to split the holidays
(No, no)
I don't want two addresses
(No)
I don't want a stepbrother anyways
And I don't want my Mommy
Have to change her last name!

In our family portrait
We look pretty happy
We look pretty normal
Let's go back to that

In our family portrait
We look pretty happy
Let's play pretend
Act like it goes naturally

In our family portrait
(Can we work it out?)
We look pretty happy
(Can we be a family?)
We look pretty normal
(I promise I'll be better)
Let's go back to that
(Mommy I'll do anything)

In our family portrait
(Can we work it out?)
We look pretty happy
(Can we be a family?)
Let's play pretend
(I promise I'll be better)
Act like it goes naturally
(Daddy please don't leave)
Oh let's go back oh lets go back to that

In our family portrait
(Can we work it out?)
We look pretty happy
(Can we be a family?)
We look pretty normal
(I promise I'll be better)
Lets go back to that
(Mommy I'll do anything)

In our family portrait
(Can we work it out?)
We look pretty happy
(Can we be a family?)
We look pretty normal
(I promise I'll be better)
Let's go back to that
(Mommy I'll do anything)

Daddy don't leave
(Don't leave)
Daddy don't leave
(Don't leave)
Daddy don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Daddy turn around please

Remember that the night you left
You took my shining star
Daddy don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Don't leave us here alone

Mama'll be nicer
I'll be so much better
I'll tell my brother
I won't spill the milk at dinner

I'll be so much better
I'll do everything right
I'll be your little girl forever
I'll go to sleep at night

Back from London

it was cool,

the end

this is me

Description of your personality profile

You have a moderate need for image, power and control. You have no preference to lead or take charge of things. You set moderate standards for yourself and others to accomplish your goals. You strike a balance between talking and listening when you express your opinions. You have no wish to control people and situations. Likewise you do not like other to push and put pressure on you.  You have a fairly low need for love, belongingness, care and affiliation. You are rather aloof and often tend to avoid social interactions with others. You prefer to work alone than in groups. You seldom share your experiences and interests with others. You prefer privacy. You like more space and time for yourself
You have a fairly low need for safety order, system and protection. You prefer to be free to run your life. You rarely plan for your future. You tend to do things spontaneously and take things as it comes. You are likely to resent criticism and advice. You do not like being controlled and often see rules and regulations as a barrier to your endeavor. You seldom show interest in insuring yourself. You are rather carefree, happy go lucky and generous. You are a fairly high risk taker. You often take chances in life. You prefer adventures in the pursuit of your life goals
You are quite achievement oriented. You tend to work hard to achieve your goals.You are reasonably responsible and committed to your work. Often you work long hours to get the job done. You are quite enthusiastic about what you are doing and are fairly motivated to give your best. You are quite keen to acquire new knowledge and skills and see learning as a life long process. You prefer to be competent and progress in your career. You tend to seek meanings in your life. You have a fairly high standard of ethics and moral conduct. You are quite reliable. Apparently others can trust you and depend on you to get the job done.  You have a high need for survival. You have a helicopter vision of your environment. You can see the forest and the trees. You are able to do an analysis of your environment and develop strategic plans to achieve your life goals. You are flexible and adaptable and are good at mobilizing resources in the environment to achieve your vision. Traits  Moderately expressive - Moderately assertive - Average self-confidence - Average in determination - Moderate will-power Analytical - Adaptable - Persuasive - Forecast - Convincing - Anticipate - Proactive Fairly Normal Personality Traits  Quite Mature – Quite Rational – Fairly Responsible – Fairly high Commitment – Quite Hardworking – Quite Enthusiastic – Often seek Self-improvement Quite individualistic – Fairly reserved – Has quite a shallow well for feelings – Prefer solitude – Quite impersonal – Rather aloof  Quite Adventurous – Fairly Spontaneous – Prefer Freedom – Rather Impulsive – Quite Forgetful – Seldom plan – Fairly High risk Characteristic  Set moderate goals - No preference to take the lead or to follow - Neither aggressive nor submissive - Can push and give in to others - Average concern for prestige and image - Moderately forceful and assertive – Average in ambition and determination Know how to mobilize support - Able to influence, persuade and convince others Alert and aware what is happening in the environmet - Able to spot opportunity and make use of it Attitude and Values  Quite Willing Work Hard – Fairly Enthusiastic About Their Work – Quite Responsible And Committed, Fairly Reliable And Trustworthy – Fairly Good Thinking Skills – Likely To Appreciate Other's Work – Often Look For Opportunity To Learn And Grow – Quite Energetic And Fast Pace – Quite Goal Oriented – Want To Accomplish Something In Life Prefer Freedom To Do What They Like – Likely To Experiment And Try Something New – Quite Spontaneous And Impulsive In Their Action – Quite Resentful Being Controlled, Monitored And Supervised - Prefer To Do Field Work - Prefer To Be Empowered To Do Things - Tendency To Be Disorganized And Forgetful – Quite A High Risk Taker – Likely To Take Things As It Comes – Rather Live From Day To Day – Quite Generous With Their Money Quite impersonal and withdrawn - Has a fairly shallow well for feelings - Quite reserved in giving their ideas - Often avoid crowds and social functions - Quite lacking in interpersonal sensitivity Strength Able to influence, persuade and convince people - Knows how to adapt and wrangle out of difficult situations - Be able to do in-depth analysis - Alert and well-informed of things in the environment - Opportunistic and strategic - Knows many ways of making use of opportunities and making things happen Reasonably Responsible And Committed To Produce Results – Quite Highly Energetic - Willing To Work Long Hours – Likely Take Initiative In Seeking Competencies – Fairly High Ethical And Moral Code Of Conduct – Always Want To Do Things Meaningfully To Make Things Better     Improvement need May get at people who play them out May become impatience to get things done fast - May get upset with slow people - May be provoked when others attack their weak points   You are quite lacking in social skills. You may need to make more friends who can contribute to your well being. You must learn how to work in groups and learn to cooperate and collaborate with others. You should interact with more people sharing your ideas and interests. You have to learn how to communicate your inner feelings and thoughts. You should show more care and concern for the well beings of others. You may have to learn to get along well with others    You should learn how to plan, organize and schedule your work activities. You need to develop your self discipline. Learn to follow rules, regulations and procedures. Try to work more systematically and methodically. You should also pay more attention to detail. You need to pay respect for safety and social order. You should to manage your time more effectively Work Interest  - Outdoors or field work  - Adventurous and thrilling work - Work requiring working alone - Work with little social interactions   - Work requiring analysis and strategic thinking - Problem-solving and decision-making work - Innovative work - Work dealing with concepts, theories and ideas - Work touching on improvement needs Career Fit Creative Arts - Design - Sculptors, Painters & Artists - Innovation - Scientist - Field Research Professional - Film Directors - Composers - Cartoonist - Advertising - Decoration Professional - Actors and actresses - Singers and Dancers   Business Management - Politician - Entrepreneur  - Language and Arts - Philosophy - Religious Studies - Laws - Logician Recommended Courses For Higher Education  Language & Liberal Arts - Literature - Philosophy - Geography - History - Mathematics - Science  Mass Communication - Journalism - Advertising - Anthropology - Biotechnology - Genetics - Molecular Biology - Biochemistry - Embryology - Cell Biology

i hate cold toilet seats

yes, tomorrow is the last day of exam! woohooo! tho there are rumors im cheating on the tests, wtf right? well whatever, IGNORE!

why?

well, 

mainly because, most probably im going to steve'oiake thissaturday night! woohooo!! and on monday, puff im off to london! yeay me! hahahah XD

so yeah, cant wait!

and i hate cold toilet seats, will be getting that a lot over there! 

and please dont request anything from me, my father gave me only 50 pound to spend, pfft, obviously im going to ask more, heee :D

ps: i wanna be rich

i told you my school sucks

i wanna movee goddamit, my mum wont let me, sheshh, doesnt she know how it sucks? of course she knows, lol,

huh i cant get MBS off my mind, ahhhh, sheshhh,

i wanna move

pray for me will you? :D

i miss MBS

i hate my current school, seriously, semua budak kampung2 and closed minded, well not all,  but i dare to say the majority, if ur offended, it means ur one of them kan?

i miss my old school, where nobody judge u for who ever u are, kaya ker, miskin ker, cacat ker, or what ever, we always have each other's back and i miss them all.

kat sini? semua cam sial back stabbers mulut cam jibai jakun. i mean, depan org, ouh buat muke baik cam sial, belakang kutuk2 like god, fuck off, aku pun dah jadi cam korang sikit, which i dont like one bit, fuck off la.

MBS i miss u, u and ur padang yg x boleh besar lagi, and kantin ouh my god, they have a lot of choices, but here? heh nvm.

and the community, arrghhh, da la dekat ngan time square, not only that ader monorail, ahh gi klcc senang sial, 

people i miss there :

all the prefects friends last time, we used to kaw teem to tipu the dicipline teachers, lol

my class mate,  6M

shit la, i miss KL.

Australia

yes indeed, i just watched it, i know dah ketinggalan zaman, tapi my prob la kan, well, at the beginning it was funny tho, ending dier agak sedeh la tsk tsk, anywayyy, it was hot, damn hot

Amazed by muslims

i decided to pray at the mosque today, since its friday, hah shup up, sebab aku selalu ponteng, so before i was peforming ablution, i removed my nautica watch, which is around 1.5k? haha nak jugak sebuttt,

anyway, after that, i went into the praying hall and sembang2 ngan zariq, then i realised, MY WATCH WAS GONE, and i tried to search it, to no avail, taik cicak plak yg aku jumper,

anyway , i was like, this is it, lepas nieh aku nak ponteng sampai mati and stuff la kan, tenson kot, and when after the khutbah, they pray for something, i pray for my watch, and i keep imagining, someone return it to me, 

zariq plak bangang tunjuk fuck kat budak kecik, aku dah cam aper la masalah ko zariq, physco!

anyway, i was like really disappointed, 

just when i was in great chafe, at the end of the pray, the announced who had lost a watch, please come to the 'bilik kiblat' well, i waste no time :D

and yeay! boy i was happy, im sooo going to the mosque next week ;)

Problems, they dont seem want to go away do they?

hah yes.

on after another, 

as presistant they are, they make us mature more in dealing with things.

regardless,

if ur rich,

poor,

healthy,

sick,

alone,

together,

u would always, encounter with problems,

whether its big or small,

me?

im in a pinch right now,

with everything seems to clutch me in,

i feel so small and unworthy of the world's attention.

because i know, some people are having it worst.

new song

Sometimes I'm happy, sometimes I'm sad. Sometimes I feel good, sometimes it's bad. But when I am happy, and I'm holding your hand, nothing can stop me, not the sea or the sand. But when I am sad, and my head's in a whirl, I just can't get happy, not for diamonds or peals.

Teachers Day

awww, happy teachers day!

to all of my teachers, who most probably wont be reading this. thank you :D

funny ads!

it was 8 30, and i was dancing to the radio and it went commercial. it was something like this, noted that i said something, so its not as it is.

mum: have u eaten son? ( sound curious)

son : yes. ( reply in a very deep voice)

mum where? ( sound worried)

son : KFC  X combo meal. ( trying to control his deep voice)

mum : what has KFC X combo meal done to your voice? ( sound really2 worried)

son : i am....WOLVERINE ( trying to sound convicing)

mum : (angry) WOLVERINE MY FOOT!!! now help me with the dishes.

son: but.. but.. im wolverine ( sound pathehic)

mum: (really2 angry) AND IM THE HOUSE MINISTER, NOW HELP ME WITH THE DISHES!

hahahah this fucking cracks me up!

princess diaries and passion for food, relation? none.

hhahh, i watched princess diaries yesterday, at 12 kot, disney channel la obviously, heh, kinda reminds me of my happy childhood, and suddenly i felt like i was missing something, the happiness i lost. hahhh, babi, nak nangis, hahahha bodoh la

i want to be the used to be care-free-i-dont-give-a-fuck-kid. ahhhhh alaa sedeyh, kakak dont u wish the same? the swimming pool where we rules, a community where we can do what we want because we were the general's children? our own drivers? our own 'private' heli and jets? our first class treatment where ever we went? even to other countries, and everyone put their hypocrits face and treat us like royals? ahhhh now i feel so poor! hahah, not funny =((

ouh ouh, and horse riding! alaaa sedeyh! RAWANG X DE HORSE CLUB, BODOH! babi!

urgh.

anyway,

i used to have this passion for food, like seriosuly, i used to go everywhere testing food, and even cooking alot! but its not there anymore, well u see, i used to cook for this someone, and now that someone is not in my life anymore, aiceh ceh, emo la plak, hahha anyway, since then i lost my interest in cooking! arrrr

ps: i need to be happy jolly bean again =(

again? ish ish

yeay, slept at 4 yesterday, chatted  with kakak la sebabnyer, hahah and the outcome is? skipping school again, argghh, exam is tomorrow and i am pretty much dead, im serious 0.0.

anyway, woke up at 11, and had a very interesting conversation with my niece.

me : dina, dina buat aper jer hari nieh?

dina : urmm dina, kolek hidung jerrr.( with her ever sincere looks)

hahah mmg aku x leh nak gelak lagi la kan,

seeing me laugh she said it again and again and again, until i said:

me: dina nie exaggerating la 

dina: dina kolekk hidunngg laaa.

me: exaggerating tahu?

dina : ( her innocent cute blur face with her small fingers up in her nose, and slowly pull it out.)

chu( refers to the youngest child in the family; me) x nak pergi tuition, chu nak makan.

me: hahhhh, a ah, jom makan,

dina: eeeee birds! nanti dier gigit! lari2 !!!! ( run towards to the dining room)

hahha awww, shes like that, suke cakap bende random, she would be 3 in August! weee

Innocent survey? okee i'll give it a try

Start with 100% and subtract 1% for everything that you've done.Then post as you're __% innocent.

01. Smoked
02. Drank alcohol.
03. Cried when someone died.
04. Been drunk.
05. Had sex.
06. Been to a concert.
07. Gotten/given a hand job.
08. Been verbally/sexually harassed.
09. Flirted
10. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 91%

11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
15. Been to prom.
16. Cried at school.
17. Gotten lost in a Wal-Mart or a department store.
18. Went streaking.
19. Given or received a lap dance.
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 84%

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
23. Kissed a stranger.
24. Hugged a stranger
25. Went scuba diving.
26. Driven a car.
27. Gotten an x-ray.
28. Hit by a car.
29. Had a party.
30. Done drugs.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 76%

31. Played strip poker/darts/pool.
32. Got paid to strip for someone.
33. Run away from home.
34. Broken a bone.
35. Eaten sushi.
36. Bought porn.
37. Watched porn.
38. Made porn.
39. Made beans.
40. Been in love.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 69%

41. French kissed.
42. Laughed so hard you cried.
43. Cried yourself to sleep
44. Laughed yourself to sleep.
45. Stabbed yourself.
46. Shot a gun.
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
50. Watched an animal die.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 59%

51. Watched a person die.
52. Kissed somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53. Pranked somebody.
54. Put somebody in the hospital.
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
56. Made spicy beans.
57. Dressed punk.
58. Dressed Goth.
59. Dressed preppy.
60. Been to a motocross race.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 55%

61. Avoided somebody.
62. Been stalked.
63. Stalked someone.
64. Met a celebrity.
65. Played an instrument.
66. Ridden a horse.
67. Cut yourself.
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
70. Been to a wild party.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 48%

71. Been caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friend's crush.
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant.
77. Babysat.
78. Been to another country.
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR:43%

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
83. Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 2 months.
85. Sat on your butt all day.
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
87. Had a job.
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore.
90. Danced like a whore.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 36%

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident.
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain.
97. Been rejected.
98. Left a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
100. Been raped.

TOTAL PERCENTAGE : 27%

heyyy, im actually quite innocent kot :D

i write like a 12 year old

i noticed that, my writings are quite immature, possibly lack of ready? probably so.

i spent my nights reading articles after another, it seems like my effort of thriving for better writings is just simply nothing but dissipation.

out of frustration, wasting my time on reading when im suppose to be practicing add math, i lounged myself on the bed, and watch anime,

exam is in 2 days, wish me luck, i really need it.