Trust me, Im just plain blank.

i havent update my blog for weeks, just dont have anything smart to write about?

or im justtt down rightt lazzyy.

well last wednesday i tried to save three baby swallow birds. because their nest got destroyed, so i have to take them home, they lasted for like 4 days, and died. :|

my brother said its because lack of heat. i thought they would be okee but :|

just in 4 days i started to love them, and when they died, :| well

they died :|

and im tired of getting grounded, i wanna go out, but since my parents forbid me to go out with qila, well i dont want to go out with anyone else, and we know that our parents have been contacting each other, cam chibai :|

its a bad week, and trial is just like in 19 days :|

panic time :|

i wish i could enjoy life a lil bit more, what i want most nowto be at a beautiful beach and sit on a relaxer and with qila and fareez on the sand making out and my golden retriever playing around with a ball :|

i want a puppyy goddammit.

but father wont let me, kecoh la sial