Reality? or its just another dream?

Sometimes, im confused between realities and dreams, i mean, what if, this is just a dream? like the other dreams that we didnt know that it was a dream until we woke up?

u know what i mean?

The thing is, i hate my current life, i dont even feel the point of living, i mean, its like, empty.

Theres so much space between me and my inner self. to add it up, i even hate everything, yes, that means i hate you too.

i need to be alone, but i dont want to. *sigh* i have a feeling that the next few post wil be emos. i realized that im just giving out too much, and not sincere to my own self. i feel like giving up, but i cant, i feel like telling you my fucking situation, but i cant and wont. you people wont understand anyway, you would just judge me like everyone would.

i just want to be happy, is that too much to ask?