i pray to god for wisdom to get through this, because if i pray for strength, i would kill you.

you are the missing piece of my jigsaw puzzle,

that i thought was missing forever,

but u didnt fit well,

but its okee,

as long my puzzle is complete,

im more than happy,

so i glued u on the the puzzle,

so that you wont fall off,

but u did,

and now your missing again,

probably forever,

i will keep searching for you,

although one day,

you might fit other's,

perfectly,

now, i dun think,

my puzzle has the perfect fit,

maybe they made it wrong,

maybe, i will be lost forever,

maybe,i was just a big mistake,

maybe, i should have died,

maybe, i just love you  too much...