Friday, March 27, 2009

everyday

everyday,
when i woke up,
without hesitation,
i would go to the window,
and looked down at the yard,
where you had always waited for me,
for a fresh morning jog.

for a moment,
i really thought u were there,
patiently waiting,
while i get dressed,
but all there is, was memories.

i saw you the other day,
somehow,
i don't feel that sad anymore,
slowly,surly, and slowly,
i will move on.

u had a new haircut,
anything suits you,
well, for me at least,
this is how much i still love you. :)

we can never go back,
can we?
though,
i still wonder,
how many times,
do you want to hurt me,
until you are truly satisfied?

owh well, maybe never huh?
haha, i don't really care,
i mean i still do,
but as much as before.

i need to live my life,
be grateful,
because there are so many things i can do,
other than mourning over you, hee.

but, i do love you,
no matter how much i will get hurt by doing so,
i do :)

and i wish nothing,
nothing but the best for you,
my used to be, best friend,
my almost lover,
my reason for everything.

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