everyday

everyday,

when i woke up,

without hesitation,

i would go to the window,

and looked down at the yard,

where you had always waited for me,

for a fresh morning jog.

for a moment,

i really thought u were there,

patiently waiting,

while i get dressed,

but all there is, was memories.

i saw you the other day,

somehow,

i don't feel that sad anymore,

slowly,surly, and slowly,

i will move on.

u had a new haircut,

anything suits you,

well, for me at least,

this is how much i still love you. :)

we can never go back,

can we?

though,

i still wonder,

how many times,

do you want to hurt me,

until you are truly satisfied?

owh well, maybe never huh?

haha, i don't really care,

i mean i still do,

but as much as before.

i need to live my life,

be grateful,

because there are so many things i can do,

other than mourning over you, hee.

but, i do love you,

no matter how much i will get hurt by doing so,

i do :)

and i wish nothing,

nothing but the best for you,

my used to be, best friend,

my almost lover,

my reason for everything.