you thought

u left me,

not for the first,

not for the second,

but for the third time,

u thought i would cry,

u thought i would die,

u thought i would tripped,

u thought i would fall,

like the previous mischiefful event,

well i did,

i was at the very bottom,

alone,

in the dark,

alone,

hoping for you to come back,

but the light never came,

the light that i was hoping for so long,

your light.

but,i made my own,

because i knew,

i had to move on,

because i knew,

u wouldn't care,

because i knew,

u wouldn't be there.

i lost count,

of how many days,

i was in the dark,

that felt like an eternity,

but here i am,

standing tall,

i have stop burrying my face in the pillow,

i have stop hoping,

you destroyed it,

my hope that is,

i will thrives from all of this confusion,

and you will see,

without you,

i wont fade away,

there will be green,

in what u left for dead,

but i will still remember,

u were the reason,

i breathe,

i sleep,

i eat,

i smile,

but it is all gone now,

its over,

we cant go back,

u wouldnt want to,

but i cant see the reason,

of your action,

and i know you will never tell me,

you will regret one day,

i give you my word for that.

but i know, deep inside, i still love u..