Friday, March 20, 2009

you thought

u left me,
not for the first,
not for the second,
but for the third time,

u thought i would cry,
u thought i would die,
u thought i would tripped,
u thought i would fall,

like the previous mischiefful event,
well i did,
i was at the very bottom,
alone,
in the dark,
alone,
hoping for you to come back,
but the light never came,
the light that i was hoping for so long,
your light.

but,i made my own,
because i knew,
i had to move on,
because i knew,
u wouldn't care,
because i knew,
u wouldn't be there.

i lost count,
of how many days,
i was in the dark,
that felt like an eternity,

but here i am,
standing tall,
i have stop burrying my face in the pillow,
i have stop hoping,

you destroyed it,
my hope that is,
i will thrives from all of this confusion,
and you will see,
without you,
i wont fade away,

there will be green,
in what u left for dead,

but i will still remember,
u were the reason,
i breathe,
i sleep,
i eat,
i smile,

but it is all gone now,
its over,
we cant go back,
u wouldnt want to,

but i cant see the reason,
of your action,
and i know you will never tell me,

you will regret one day,
i give you my word for that.
but i know, deep inside, i still love u..




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