Random Update

i know i have not been updating my blogs, heh, what can i say, im a lazy boy.

so now im just sitting home doing absolutely nothing, because apparently im left with one paper, but i might have to retake all 14 which in a whole DIFFERENT SYLLABUS, which i hope i dont :| i have been trying to finish up the 15 since last year. im in no absolute mood to read new books and attempt another 14 papers. Its too much of work, i hate piloting anyway.

And my flying school apparently is going to be done for, when i say done for i mean, negative income. yeahhh. apparently they have lots of debt and suck at managing money and well KABOOM. Dad paid around 160k, and im there for more than a year and have not fly yet so yeah, we dont know if we are gonna get the money back :|

  But i still want to go to college, i wanna take interior designing :( or fashion, whichever i dont mind really. i love playing with colours! ok random.

I havent write in ages! i must have suck, and this particular post must have seem to be cluttered and unorganized. . i have have lots of rambling to do, so see you in an hour or so. heh