i cry behind my smiles

i have been wating for your call since last year. eagerly checking my cell now and then, and still forced to do so. 

my last real smile when i was with you.

but its pointless isn't it?you are never coming back, its merely impossible.

ps: i lied, i actually didnt care at all. then again, you know whether im lying or not kan?

i still love you actually.