princess diaries and passion for food, relation? none.

hhahh, i watched princess diaries yesterday, at 12 kot, disney channel la obviously, heh, kinda reminds me of my happy childhood, and suddenly i felt like i was missing something, the happiness i lost. hahhh, babi, nak nangis, hahahha bodoh la

i want to be the used to be care-free-i-dont-give-a-fuck-kid. ahhhhh alaa sedeyh, kakak dont u wish the same? the swimming pool where we rules, a community where we can do what we want because we were the general's children? our own drivers? our own 'private' heli and jets? our first class treatment where ever we went? even to other countries, and everyone put their hypocrits face and treat us like royals? ahhhh now i feel so poor! hahah, not funny =((

ouh ouh, and horse riding! alaaa sedeyh! RAWANG X DE HORSE CLUB, BODOH! babi!

urgh.

anyway,

i used to have this passion for food, like seriosuly, i used to go everywhere testing food, and even cooking alot! but its not there anymore, well u see, i used to cook for this someone, and now that someone is not in my life anymore, aiceh ceh, emo la plak, hahha anyway, since then i lost my interest in cooking! arrrr

ps: i need to be happy jolly bean again =(